Morning
Morning
was so stressful! I woke up and knowing only that I regretted that I
slept in the late hour, life still goes on. Showered, ate my breakfast,
goddammit Roger, don’t you just hate it when someone just stare at you
deeply into your eyes while you’re eating? I don’t mind if this person
was you though, but my nephew is just no. I’d noticed that he’s murmured
something to his mother who happened sat just right next to me as my
eyes were watering tears from the spicy breakfast on the table don’t
know what he tried to told his mother either, but I’m pretty damn sure
it’s about me. Yes, not a good reason to eat any spicy on the morning
time which only found myself drank a lot of icy cold water later on to
chilled my tongue, definitely not a fan of spicy foods, are you agree me
not Roger? I bet you do.
As
I always does, waiting for the carpool to drove by and picked me up to
the office, I hate waiting for someone. After a moment, I heard that
bitch(my sister) called my name, I thought about what a wonderful world
if she could just shut her mouth up of a day. Ha! you think I was mean
to called my own sister like that? You clearly haven’t met her, Roger.
My
mum told me to pack my lunch and while I’m searching for a container to
put my foods in, here we go again. See, Roger, this is why I hate her
so much. She demanded me to be more faster because she doesn’t had much
time today, oh hold up! Now, who’re waiting on whom right now? I was
clearly the one who’re waiting and you told me to be faster? What the
hell is wrong with you? I said nothing but instead hissed at her, stop
you filthy drama bitch, I hate it in the morning, don’t wanted my day
start ugly, though.
Deltrice,
who doesn't know that bitch name Deltrice?She always had this thought
that her status of living is more higher that anyone of us(my family)
while she’s not. Oh PLEA-SE! One day you’ll find out who’s better. Ha
ha, How interesting about my life, she is only one person I feel like to
compete with. I’m sure, I’ll be better off without her, thinking about
quitting my job,Roger, do you wish hire me? Ha ha, just kidding. I know
that she needed me more than I needed her. Without me working at her
office, what will happen? Hmm, first she’ll be busier than ever and
second, her lazy ass husband will do all the running for her at the
bank. Ha ha! I wish that she know how important I was to her. Please
God, let her realize that for once.
Funny
as I wrote this journal on piece of paper, I couldn’t helped but to
noticed the pencil I bought last February. I Purchased a box of it, and I
wasn’t so proud of that decisions in the end. Why, you say? Well
there’s a logic involve around this point, I didn’t see through before I
pull my money out of the pocket. It was expensive as hell, A box of
that pencil cost me nearly 18 MYR and that is the price AFTER
discount(Well lucky me to have this baby face
secondary-grade-teenager-look, you jealous Roger? Aww, you’re a handsome
man, though, don’t feel bad) but what wasn’t the pointed here,. Here
you can see a box of 2B STAEDTLER Mars Lumograph 100 and that cost me
18 MYR, there’s 12 pencils in the box, mind you, which I bought the same
exact brand pencil the week before, and it’s 5B, just cost me 1.20 MYR,
if you time is into 12 that’s only cost me 14.40 MYR only.need me to
reminded you again, Roger, that this is 5B against 2B pencil we’re
talking about right now. I’d calculated all the price, So you’re telling
me that one singer 2B pencil cost me 1.50 MYR while a single 5B from
the same brand cost me only 1.20 MYR? Fuck the logic, I’d been robbed,
Roger. Stop, tilting your head and laugh at me. it’s not my fault. I’m
sighed and the though, if I’d known it better.Until the end of the day, I
still feel that SV 1112 pencil from Faber Castell is fat of cheaper and
far more superior.
Afternoon
Oh,
finally, lunch time, don’t have appetite to eat anything at the moment,
as I stared my lunch on the table, oh, I’m going to suffer my tongue
once again. Had you ate anything called “nasi lemak” before while you’re
visits to Malaysia last time Roger? You like it? I doubt that. We
Malaysian are weird, eat spicy food in the morning(Well not always).
Say, what do you had for breakfast? Hmm, must be something nice, butter
spread pancakes with maple syrup on top of it, strawberries jam toast,
hmm, with English Breakfast alongside, huh? No? Ha ha, no, Roger, No.
I’m not tried humiliate you Roger, you know I love you. But seriously,
what do you had for breakfast?
Lunch
times is almost up, miserably burned my tongue off again from the spicy
textures, well not literally, that would be scary. My nails hurting me
like a son of a bitch, if only I know it'll be this hurt, I would be
more considerate not to cuts my own nails too short. I complain a lot a
lot my nails, as you know Roger, my nails is my best features, when it
get to short, it'll hurting me, when it's too long it's hurting me as
well when I'm tried to type this note onto the computer, I don't want to
tap my nails on the keyboard too hard though, it'll hurt me more. I
don't deserve this! Why don't cut it medium length you say? Well the
only problem I had about that one are it'll dirty up my nails, I like
long nails, Lana Del Rey type, sort of.
Noon
So
the day passes by and yet it's still 4:30 P.M, I fell so tired already.
The weather was amazing out there as I can tell by the look from my
office window. The sun ray shine dimly at the tree, the shady noon, grey
clouds, the birds fled by every now and then this reminded me about the
day before yesterday noon at the same time, or earlier. My niece(Not
the adult one, although she was there with me too.) Emily, my 4 years
old niece Emily. She's cried when she just woke up from her nap which I
assumed that she had a bad dream, perhaps something about her mother
since that's the only word her called for. Without further said, that's
really annoyed me out of my nerve, as you know Roger, I'm not kin with
children, but let me just say that sometime I really wishes I could just
punch her in the throat, wow, that's bad, isn't it? Such violent I'll
never dare to commit.
I
remembered I took my showered and she stilled won't stops her tears as
it there's something I'd done in the bad way God give no change for me
to undo my wrong, ha, you like to watch me suffer isn't it? I hate that
Roger. It's really hard to ignored when her kept cried her heart out, I
don't know how to soothe her, so i picked her up, tucked her in my arms
and take her to of a walked just outside my house. By then, I lifted my
head up to the cloudy blue skies, admired the beauty of it's nature.
Seeing the swallows swung the empty skies, I remembered that me and my
childhood playmate used to laugh at this joke: how can a guy captured
all the bird in the skies at the same time?, of course we both known the
answer of this but it’s rather quite a challenging riddle for me as a
child, I laughed at how free-minded I was back then. Yes, you know have
to guess it, the answer is camera, hooray to Roger-the-well-knowing, but
looking at the swallows, how I envy such creature living free and die
without knowing when. I was interrupted by my niece again, yes, still
won’t stop. But looking back at the time I’d spent on my childhood, I
regret nothing. I won’t give up my yesterday to trade my tomorrow.
30 minutes later
The
door knocked and opened, unexpected it was my sister in law called me
and drove me back home. Day went fast that way, ha ha. As i got home, At
first I need to thanks my mum for cleaning up my room, God know how
many time she need to take to clean my room.
I have a great mum.
Evening
I’m pretty much spent my evening playing skyrim on my ps3, I got 2 trophy tonight, so proud of myself. And nothing really happened really. You don't want me to tell you every detail I’d played do you? I find that’s rather annoying to spam my writing to this particular detail. No, I needless to tell you that. I feel tired Roger, need to sleep.
