Sunday, February 23, 2014

24th,February,2014 Entry #21

Dear Roger, do you ever planned on something with your friend  that took both of you months to manage the event, then all of the sudden your friend couldn't make it to the even? Happened to me today. I can't really blame him because he has a strong reason. Well, never mind then. There's always next time. Could've be a better entry today if we attempt to the event, but why making it a fuss? Right?
  It was a boring ass day. I woke up late around noon from watching movie until 4 in the morning. Pitch prefect , what a great movie it is. Rate it 3 out of 5.
  The neighborhood is started to get annoying with these kids playing like a pack of wild bitches.  While their father were drunk from sunday beer the kids seeks an opportunity to played last at night. Rude children, I was carried some groceries out from the car, then I can  hear them within the distance that they're making fun of me using some racial slur while cursing at me with their own iban language. I was furious! Not because of the racial slur but it was because I'm annoyed by their annoying loud pitch that mentally disturb me numerous of times while I'm sleeping, so I fired back at them, saying something horrible that my mum even tried to stop me. Well, I swear in front of my mum, ouch. But at least they wouldn't be bother me for some time. Yes, it work, they're scared of me now and I'm going to be that grumpy old neighbor that kick all the kids butts if they even cross my yard. Got to mark today as a history day for cursing.

Saturday, February 22, 2014

22nd,February,2014 Entry #20

Dear Roger,
  I had a weirdest dream today, don't know where did that come from, I'll let you know the things that I remembered. So here we go #DreamJournal

  "I remember that I was in the city, day time. After we have a lunch where I'd brought my ex girlfriend to my sister's baby shower, we walked alone in silent. She invited me to the store that she'd just recently open up. I walked in the store and only find out that I was too late, she was with her fiance holding each other, I was envious about their relationship but I'm not bitter about it. It's better that we're stay as a friend. She gave me a red pocket as to congrats with on whatever the occasion I was on then we talked a little as the day turn to night and I then I know it is time to go. Said my goodbye then moving on as I turn my back and watched the sweet couple were happy about their life. I received a phone call by one of my friend saying that some guy that I'd been crushing on was interested in me, I turn down the meeting, saying that I wasn't in the mood with meeting someone at the moment. Then the second phone rang, it was Wendy William called up and asked me to join her and her friend to a dinner. I met them in the rendezvous. Wendy was disappointed for my action for not meeting this guy that was interested in me, I explained to her that I wasn't in the right mood for meeting some guy and she's understand how I feel and comfort me with an apology. Her friend was a elderly age women, 60 something, has a long grey-ish platinum hair. I told her that I'll like to braid her head and comb it nicely. She's beautiful even for her own age. After we ate our dinner then head to Wendy's place, it was a heaven place full of wigs, dress, cloths and heels. There's a slide on Wendy's house and the naked mannequins were on the slide. My legs accidentally touched the mannequins breast which I queerly said "Gurl! I didn't mean to touch you, but don't worry because I'm gay, bitch!"(Not true, I think I'm a little bit bi-sexual). Wendy shown us her collection of wigs that she had. She said that I was allow to try one on if I want of I test out a few. One of the wig that I test out and actually having fun with was the Tina Turner wig, then I tried on the warrior-like helmet that Wendy praise that it look good on me. Politely thanked her for the compliment. She mentioned the helmet come with an axe. I wield the axe that Wendy was handed to me then all of sudden I was in the zombie apocalypse. I slashed hundred of zombies with my axe along with my brother's help(I don't know when he got in the dream). Fought our way to the end of the boarder. We was convinced by the people there that they're uninfected and we can rest at the near by restaurant if we need something. My brother told me that he need to buy some drinks at the coffee shop so he'll be waiting for me there as I'm suggested that we both should watch some movie later soon. Buying some ticket, saw my friend's besty tried to way his way look more mature just so he can purchase a pack of cigarettes, guess what? The lady at the cash registration approve! Now, that's fuck up..."

Morning
  I missed the phone call again today, the clothes that I purchase was suppose to me deliver to my house by yesterday, well I guess I'm going to wait until morning then, because no mail will be delivered on weekend.
  I watched Wendy Williams hot topics today, one of the topic were about Beyonce's family crisis. Oh? You never heard of them, Roger? Well. I was told that Beyonce's father, Mathew Knowles, was cheating with his wife Tina, and he even have a baby with is woman. Hence the reason why Mathew was no longer Beyonce's manager. (Oh Yes, he was Beyonce's manager since the very first Destiny's Child day). So here's the story, Mathew was allegedly denied the baby was his and refuse to take any DNA test and he own the baby's mother a hundred thousands of child support. Eww. I feel sorry for Beyonce.

Afternoon
  Nothing much really happen to me Mr. Roger. I had a bitter gourd as a lunch today. Yuck, not my favourite thing, it was bitter obviously but I heard the nutritious in the gourd were good for your liver so I managed to finished the whole dish without thinking about the bitterness. Such a torture.
  Saw something on a news today, it's about a man tried to saved some 30 years old nephew. It was report that the baby was unconscious and stop breathing, then this man saved the baby by using CPR method. Such an hero. (Links)

Evening
  Original statement. Reading, blogging, work out then sleep. It was boring. No, but really, I didn't have anything to talk about. I was originally going to have some haircut but the barber shop that I usually went was closed. Shame.
  I weight myself on scale just then.  Guess how much I grain, Roger? lol, I lose 12KG(26pounds) of body weight, wow! How did I do that? Keep doing what you're doing Hendry, you'll eventually be able to reach your goal by the end of June.

Ended

Friday, February 21, 2014

20th,February,2014 Entry #18

Dear Roger, a cold day it is...

 #DreamJournal

  "It was a weird dream. My ass was being kicked my Magneto(a comic character villain). I'm fighting my way to the whole scene of the fighting, shooting guns and throw bomb of all the action but I was easily defeated by Magneto. I'm fainted for a long time only woke up in a temple next to two random stranger, a teenage female and a kid which I guess they're brother and sister. We walked our way out of the dark temple hall, it's scary but of adventure in this hall. Finally, we made it out the hall to a deserted beach with a tallest sea wall I even seen, the girl yell for attention saying that the end of the shore was a exit because the wall on that side were shorter than what we seen in here but after we got there the wall is still the same tall, it was the illusion I explained to the girl and her brother. At least I decided to climb the wall instead which I made it to the top and looked for any sign of rope or anything that they can climb up with. It was then I saw the stairs at the end of the wall and told them to keep walking to the end and climb that steps of stairs. I walked along with them and we said our goodbye then I back my way to home. Magneto was waiting for me to my home this whole time, I was scared for my family safety so I ran in and checked on my mother, she was fine and casually watching some TV on the living room which made of glasses of almost everything. Then, I was lifted by Magneto force and being thrown down to the glasses furniture. My mum yell at me for damaging the house. I didn't explain anything to her, it seem that my mum can't see Magneto at all. I was being given test by Magneto to do the test, if I pass the test, he'll be bother me no more, I accepted the challenge and right immediate I was in an empty room with some drawing equipment like colour markers and pastel crayons. It was a drawing test. I don't know what should I draw but there's a voice that's very familiar guide me to draw a bright sun with blue skies and then it was sudden that Miles Jai(a YouTuber) appeared and hand me another drawing, it was a dark setting beach. I combined the two drawings together to form a piece of puzzle like key. I was a beach with sunset. Weird part it what we all suddenly singing like an episode of Glee. What happen?"

http://oyster.ignimgs.com/wordpress/write.ign.com/137909/2012/08/Erik_Magnus_Magneto_Colors_by_ErikVonLehmann-600x412.jpg
Magneto

Night
 I was an nightmare, I spent almost an hours to clean up the pipe that stuck by nasty thing. The water pile up everywhere around the kitchen oozing out the oil fluid that smell very unpleasant. Thanks god Alice was there to offer the help to clean the pipe out whilst I plumbing out the water out for the sink. We been dealing with this trouble most of the time. As I kept on plumbing the water out, the chuck of oil flow out the pipe, the colour of it was nasty and it smelt like vomit. I'm only glad that it was raining that night, washed out all the chucks and stuffs that I don't wanted to know.
  I'm doing some reading later now while listening to some tunes on my computer then blog about yesterday entry since I didn't post anything because I slept early last night, but the thunder keep interrupting the internet speed so I turned the router off, don't want it to burn out from lightning again, it happened a lot and I'm sick of it.
  Rather than waiting the lightning to stop itself, I turned up the volume of my speaker and I don't know why but my mood was getting funkier, maybe it was the rain or maybe it was the songs that I'm listening to? As Beyonce songs were out, I'm lost! My legs were starting to shake so I danced to the musics, memorize the moves and decided to sweat my ass off from all the uh oh uh oh uh oh uh no no!
  Exhausted at last, it was midnight, I stepped into the shower and clean the sweat off then head to my bed turn the volume down and read couples posts on Twitter and felt asleep whilst the music of Beyonce is still playing.

The tracks that I danced to


Crazy In Love


Naughty Girl


Diva


Sweet Dream


 Deja vu


Baby Boy


Video phone



Ended...
 

Tuesday, February 18, 2014

19,February,2014 Entry #17

Dear Roger...
  I know that I didn't post anything on yesterday, simply because I don't have anything to do other than working, eating and playing games, my brain was working either, the day went fast that I even have a hard time to keep on track. Basically there's nothing really happen.

Afternoon
  It was a busy afternoon, I spent pretty much 3 hours learned how to get rid of the grid line on excel to word document. At the end, I giving up and rewrote the whole paper on the word document because it was more faster to do it that way. .Try to write a 2x2 table without the line is another problem but I eventually manage to get rid of it..
  Damn it Roger. People are actually not afraid of death. I don't know what they were thinking. I was watching this video these two guy, assuming they're Russians, climbing the top of the 2073 ft (632 m) Shanghai tower. It was nerve wracking to watch. I thought both of them were insane for doing this type to daredevils thingy for attention. Thinking about the height that I'd watched is still hurt my stomach a little bit. Though the tower is one thing, but they're actually climbed at the end of the crane that were on top of that tower. Without any caution, one for them might eventually slip off that crane bar and die from height. 


 Daredevil Video. Warning though but YOLO right?

 I only came across this user on YouTube that did a terrified cover of Beyonce "drunk in love" song, I pulled my hair so hair when I listen to him singing, stressed me out. His voice is nice to listen when he talk causally but when he sing, eww. I refuse to call that's singing. Someone should've try to throw bottle at him. Irritated me. I hope he's not serious.

 Go listen to this one, you'll be laughing your ass off.


JFC! Really? 
 
  Oh, by the way, I normally wouldn't say anything about dead people but...  well... Let me tell you something. God! Why, just why? I assumed this dumb bitch is a blonde girl and by blonde girl I mean those stereotypical bitches that post every foods they ate on Instagram and hashtags every words with a duckface, no filter Friday, those bitches that, you know, walking around the New York avenues pretending they're jogging with their "shit-sue" on their hand while the Starbucks' coffee on the other? Yes, those bitches that will Sue-on-every-shit-you-have. You might've seen them wildly all across your place since you live in US. Hell, I'm not worry, lol. So about this girl, she's German, traveled from German just visited the Mt. Kinabalu in Malaysia, pretty much next to the state that I living in. Okay, here's the story, allegedly, the group of 4 people were followed by a tour guide to climb the mount at 5 in the morning where the road is still dark(It was still dark outside at 5) made it to the peak around 6:30 and took pictures of the sunrise, it was beautiful there Roger, you ought to visit it, not in the way that this dumb bitch does in the fucking morning, so what bitch does is climb the mount, I my mind here's what she's thinking "snap, snap ,snap and oh, I think I'm going to get some better pictures of the sunrise so all other bitches in German might get jealous of this pretty scenery but what should I do? Oh, I know! I should just simply walk cross the fences and stand of the loose rock to which I might or might not slip off and get myself kill? Oh well, I'm going to do it anyway. Then take the better instagram picture #NoFliter #IThinkTheseRockIsloose #FallingDownThePeak #RollingInTheDeep #Adele #Punny #lol #YOLO" and die out of her stupid attempt. Dumb bitch. If there's a fence on a 4.095km(13,435 ft) high mountain, in the right mind, would you cross it? Well? This is a true story though, here's the full (Details). So rage on these attention she'd deserved. No disrespect but you're dumb, girl! I know that you're dead but Jesus might notify you in heaven that Hendry thinks you're dumb. Please, whoever that read this, let this be a lesson to you that the rule is there for a reason protection, things can be prevent if you're following the rules. Safety came first.

Night
  Ha, I don't think I'm going to talked much about my night, But I'll try. After home from work, my mom told me to assist my sister in law to the clinic because she can't drive whilst holding her infant baby, Kally, like I said, safety first, don't be a dumb bitch. What I have to is just simple, holding the baby whilst she's driving, go to the clinic, body examine, medical check, pay and back home. Easy right? Oh no, there's more. I explain it now.  Driving for my house to the clinic nearby only took us roughly 7 minutes but it feel like an eternity simply for the reason of Kally won't stop crying on the road to the clinic seeking for her mother embrace. She kept on moving her body whilst I'm holding her and coughing out the mucus on my pant then throwing her slimy watery hands hitting my face, thank to her now I'm the one who're sick. What is wrong with you? We tried to saved you from Mr. Sick and now we're the bad guy? Girl, you're mess up! .
 Arrived at the clinic, we register Kally name and waited for a few moment. Me and Sister in law talked about pretty much everything, mostly concern about work and children. A long moment passed until the doctor assisted finally called out. We went in the doctor office, waited for another few minutes before the doctor arrive and because I was in such a bad mood from all the waiting I remembered EVERYTHING! There's a 3 well drawn sketch stick on the wall, the sketch of a rooster with and chick is on the left(I didn't know the doctor was into cocks, lol and two other are behind of us, one was a pony whilst the other was a lion, the kind that look like the wizard of Oz lion. An old fashion Lenovo laptop was on the table behind me, seem useless and the keys pad is top with dust along with the computer monitor and are equally top with dust also. Man! Is doctor is lazy as hell, talking about cleanness?! The office is just eww. The chair probably didn't vacuum for a long while, it seem dirty. Again, there's three painting are in the room, al lof them are landscape painting, two in front of us and other on from left. I noticed the detail of the painting on the left one was a painting of a lake, the rainforest lake, the tree bust its stalks freely out on every directions. Below the tree are a hundred of lilies pads and lotuses. Wow, Roger, imaging the frogs and its predictor snakes are hidden under the tree.
  After a good few wait, the doctor keep by, he's a handsome man Roger, gosh! I wet my pant. lol, JK. He looks like he's in his middle age, well comb hair with his white shirt and glasses, seem like a smart guy. His arm doesn't have any hair though  which is a turn off to me but still handsome. He's basically a good looking man but a phony is still a phony. Why? Because the way that he examine my niece seem rather "unconcerned" about it. What he basically does was putting the stethoscope(Gosh, I had to searched it up for the name of the device, I hope you appreciate it) on the front of  my niece dress whilst the cloth button are blocking the device, can you even hear that? Other than that, he asked my sister in law for any other sickness. Oh, I don't know, you're the doctor, shouldn't you be the one who telling me? Excuse me!?
  I didn't mentioned about the doctor to my sister in law because, well the medication is cheaper there and my niece will eventually getting well, so no complain.

P/S: After went home I ate my dinner and went to my room and thought I was just taking a little nap but found out that it was morning.

Ended...

Monday, February 17, 2014

17,February,2014 Entry #16

Dear Roger.
  I originally wasn't plan on writing any entry today since there's nothing for me to talk about. But I have a hard time sleeping right now. Might as well write something down rather than lying in my bed doing nothing at all.
  How's your day? Mine was boring. I didn't do anything in particular. Hence the reason why I don't have anything to talk about. I didn't talk to anyone today, not literally though. Yashira slept early today ,mentioned about her medication and it make her felt downsy and sleep. She need the rest so I don't want to bother her. Now is my time to sleep and I have a hard time about it. She posted a blog about us today, rather warm hearted. I'm in awe by the thing that she posted.
  The night is short because I took a long nap again and played some dragon's crown which I actually finished beating the game.
  Sorry for the short entry today Roger. I wish my life could've been for colourful and interested so I can talk about more in my life .
P/S : I kept forgetting about #iloveyoulikeXO. My bad
Ended
 

Sunday, February 16, 2014

16,February,2014 Entry #15

#Banginglikeabiscuitday. Happy anniversary SAAN! lol. I wasn't talking about you Mr. Roger!

Morning
  The whole morning I'd spent on sleep because I can and you're not going to say anything about me. I slept on 5 in the morning, 6 to be precise. Today was the day, the Banging like a buiscuit day, me and Yashira anniversary. I felt bad that I couldn't spent much time with her today because my friend going to visit me, that's why. She was wasted anyway, lol(Sorry SAAN). I sent her a few messages and waiting for her to reply.

Noon
 My friend came by early than usual today. Normally around 2 or 3 in the afternoon, however I don't blame him for that for I'm the one who told him to come by anytime he desired, the door always open for him. I invited him inside, he brought some dish cooked by his mother, the dish was good, it was cooked with mixed vegetable, mushroom, beans and chicken cook with tomatoes and some spices. It was spicy a bit for my taste but my mouth were watering from the dish. We lunch after my mum done with the cooking. I ate a little portion today since I promised myself to lose weight before Taylor Swift's concert in June. I want to look at my bestest for the tour.

Afternoon
After me done with our meal, we went to the living and do the usual thing that we'll do. Me and him have a lot in common, we like to gossips, talking about celebs, singing, and "graining on that wood"(only my friend and I understand the terms and no, it's not a sexual innuendos). We talk about our plan of #RedTourAsia, some thought were rather ridiculous, we like to think about crazy ideas crazier the better. We listened to Beyonce's album on repeat for hours and hours whilst crafting some bookmark for fun. My turn out as a disappointment, expected the cute little bookmark but turn out to be a disastrous trash. No...
  After we done with the bookmark. We start to drawn something but it was a failure, I felt uninspired at that moment so we decided to quit. I bought a book last month, it was an empty pages book. Nothing written on the papers yet, it was then I asked him for any suggestion to make the books interesting, he suggested nothing, so I casually wrote down anything I want for the book. It was all of the sudden I get the idea to making it was hashtag book. For every hashtag that I like I'll write it down to that book. #iloveyoulikeXO is the first word I wrote on that book followed by #lovinghimwasred . I love the idea, Roger! #DearRoger(don't worry, I'd already included it in the book).
  After sometime, we went to the kitchen for some drink. I introduced him some almond favor coffee to which he actually finished the whole cup of it, I'm surprised. I'm not coffee drinker so it's a no no for me. I made some earl grey with subtle taste of sugar and made one glass of LongJing tea to my friend. LongJing tea are a quality tea that smell like fresh grass even when you brew it for 2 or 3 times. I told him before that the taste of the tea tasted like a fresh grass to which he agreed.
  We played Dragon's Crown the rest of our time be together, teaching him how to control of all and he adapted the system after some time then we processed to played the game until his parent drove by and sent him home. His mother insisted me to visit her house again today, I didn't promise anything.

Night
  I clean up the living room along with sorting of all my books back to shelf. Online for a bit and noticed that Yashira sent my a message by 3:45pm said that she was drunk, gosh, this girl drunk a lot isn't it Roger? Just don't drink while driving. I never drunk once before, don't know how that's feel. I replied back to remind her about our anniversary today. I thought girls suppose to know all of the anniversary and screw men over, lol. Sounded sexist. I let her know that I'll be remind her every year so rest assure.I shown her the video that date back to the day we met. It was a vlog from PrankvsPrank second channel BFvsGF where Jesse and Jeana Vlog about their daily life for entertainment purpose, it's like watching the Kardashian without any trashy-ness. Anyway, the Vlog tittle was 'Banging like a biscuit' which I later make it a maker of our anniversary, #BangingLikeABiscuitDay!
  I heard about Ellen Page coming out from the closet yesterday, you know I'm going to include this on my entry. Meh, I don't want to. It's good for her if she's happy about it.



This is the video I'm talking about. Shout out to PrankvsPrank and BFvsGF

Ended...
 

Saturday, February 15, 2014

15,February,2014 Entry #14

How's your valentine day going on Roger? Doing anything?

Morning
  I slept late last night and woke up early in the morning. One day day, I thought to myself, One more work from day off.I kind of envy my niece a little bit, she get day off on Saturday and Sunday which she planned to visit her hometown(my hometown) with her friend, miss Lora. After I got done showered, both of them were getting ready to go. Too early I thought, plus they didn't even breakfast and shower first. No stank pussy... Eww.

Afternoon
  Yashira and I talked pretty much everything today. I was listening to Beyoncé's single "drunk in love" the whole morning until the very afternoon and I constantly making fun of the song lyric my changing the word 'we be all night' to 'we pee all night' to which I laughed hysterically about it. She introduced me to her new blog "tinyadventureland.blogspot.com" which she posted her very first short blog on it about her day gone to class(to submit yesterday paper, I assumed) and watched a couple episodes of Attack of the Titan.

(Attack of the Titan) 
Now, I'd heard about this particular anime were heavily praise on the media(Tumblr/IMDB) and I felt a little left out from it, should I be watching it Mr. Roger? Anyway, the blog is short but she does promise that she going to post regularly to keep the blog active.

30 Minutes later 
  Here we go again, Nicki, Nicki Nicki. Nicki Minaj, Nicki Lewinski, Nicki The queen , Nicki The Harajuku Barbie, Nicki the Boss, Nicki The Ninja! You never fail to amazed me. I'm such a barb! Nicki uploaded a new video today. #LAN(Looking Ass Nigga) and yess, the song itself is very explicit, you'll be listening to alot of N word along with ass since the tittle of the song is obviously give it away. Duh... Let me tell you anything about the video, It was about, ass, gun, ass and err... ass? It featured Nicki sitting on the chair looking fabulous playing with her hair and grinding on the chair rapping like a crazy mofo. The most important thing it at the end of the video. This bad ass bitch fired a machine gun(M16) like bang! My shitz Bang!. My favourite part of the song it when she said "I will never fuck with non-man ass nigga, I would never lie even if that nigga flew me and all my bitches all the way out to Dubai, pussy, you tried, pussy ass nigga you lie, pussy ass nigga you're high. Bitch, I'm me, hundred on the wrist I ski, art on the wall, Basqui! Fuck who see?" Isn't it magical lyrical beautiful? I wonder how Sophia Grace going to cover up is song on Ellen. The Queen of shade(Mariah Carey) ain't going to say nothing on her this time...
  Me and Yashira exchange topic about what to talk about on our blog, she wanted me to write about #iloveyoulikeXO which is easy for me since I love that song so much. I introduced some K-pop music video to her and asked her to blog about this specific video "gone not around any longer" by Sistars19, I don't think she going to blog about it, which is fine to me. We watched K-pop videos from Sistar19 to T-ara. I like sistar19 by the way, obsessed about dance Choreography. She thought the song beautiful and I'm glad she liked it. She assume that I know a loft lot about kpop musics.... Err. No... Roger, if you know me, you'll know that I'm not a fan of k-pop musics, I think they're annoying and overrated but I'm not hating of them, some song are nice to listen whilst other just irritated me. I explained to her that I'm not knowing nothing about k-pop but my country does and I'm stuck with my country's obssesion.
  We finished ours' conversation by giving our opinion on economic view because she mention that she wanted to buy a brand new laptop for her ease on school assignment, I think she should get one. I jokingly told her to buy a cheapest brand like Apple or a Sony Vaio to which she immediately replied "Apple is not cheap!" I laughed at my own sarcasm.

Evening
  I originally planned to write my thought about #iloveyoulikeXO but as soon I I took the "Nap" which I woke up and I feel like it's 2090 already. Not good. Midnight! I guess I'm going to write it tomorrow then.
  My brother was in the living room by the time I out of my room, I told him about The Last Of Us DLC that I'd downloaded last night. The played the game and quit it after a few minutes saying that he's too tired and seeing double Ellie. Silly.

P/S: Roger, I'm going to tell you this. I'm excited about tomorrow mainly for two reason. Firstly, my friend going to visit tomorrow, we going to make some bookmarks with our own creativity whilst watching Harry Potter and talking about our plan for Taylor Swift #RedTourAsia. Secondary, it's me and my friend Yashira anniversary! For two year we been friend!!! #BangingLikeABiscuitDay! I don't know if she noticed the day. SAAN if you read this, then Warrrrup!!!

Gone not around any longer


Looking Ass Nigga

Friday, February 14, 2014

14th,February,2014 Entry #13

#DreamJournal

"I don't remember the setting of the place nor the time itself. I think I went to the store to purchase some stationary. Before I went in the store, there's a group of bullies who most of them faces were rather familiars. I was pushed by one of them on my head. So without hesitation I fought back, I won't do that I real like though(I'm not an aggressive person). After the fight, I went in the store and picked up whatever I saw on the store like I'm got a lot of money to buy the whole store. Then I finished my search with some bamboo brush for Chinese calligraphy(Though, I'm Chinese but I'm not familiar with Chinese character very much). All of the sudden, a girl walked toward me and asked me about a section that sells band-aid. I don't know that you can actually buy a box of band-aid on stationary store, and I was surprised that she found it. Me and the girl walked out of the store and we talked for a bit. She offered me the band-aid again, I don't know why, I didn't have a cut on my body or any sign of pain but after seeing her kindly offer it to me, without being a jerk I took the band-aid, and... it was the used one, with blood on it. Yuck! It was awkward, taking the band-aid and looking at her wide Bambi eyes of pity so I wear the band-aid and stick it randomly to my knee.The dream move suddenly to a big city setting, I was lost with my sister's in law. She point to me that if we went to a shopping mall name "Eversco" we might be able to find way back home and eventually we did. But I excuse myself and went back to the stationary store because I left my purchased items, phone and wallet were at the store only found out that the bullies earlier talking my wallet and phone. I punched them and started a fight way through. They lose the fight eventually and I was able to claimed back my wallet but not my phone because the bully that taken my phone were long fled away from the fighting scene. Panic, worry and scared at the same time... Then I heard my alarm rang, woke up, located my phone right next to me and relief. Glad that it was just a dream."

Morning

I saw Miss Lora(Alice's friend) having a breakfast on our table. Without saying any words, I just nodded my head as a little gestured in replied. I'm not going to talk to you in the early morning Roger. I don't know if I ever told you this before. If I woke up early in the morning, I won't talk to you unless it's really necessary. Then Lora and Alice went to work.
  Followed by my morning routine and waited for Deltrese to come by and send me to work like everyday does. She was talking too long for come so I get back to my bed and laying down a little. Not long after that the car came by and it's time to go.
  Had a long conversation with Yashira today. We talked from hours after hours. She was busies from her collage assignment. Since that she asked me about writing two pages of perspective toward some subject about sociology, I offered her a bit advice(I'm not really good at giving advice). Roger, the way that she wrote the essay is very odd to me, maybe it's the way that everybody wrote their essay? Or it's just me being crazy? I don't know.
  Roger, you know what? I didn't help her at all. Not even a bit. Gosh, I felt bad for her to wasting her time whilst I'm disturbing her the whole time to break her focus to the paper. She might've been fail because of me. I pray she'll be fine.She said her paper were poorly written by her but I think the essay she wrote is rather professional. Maybe not in the college standard but it was great enough for me.

Noon
  Back home from work and I was tired. I forgot that today was a Valentine day, so happy Valentine day Roger, oh, and it was Chinese 15th days after CNY. lol, As a Chinese I fail to knowing this and as a single man I fail to knowing Valentine too.
  I went to bed a having a little nap(gosh, I sleep a lot, lol). which I was rudely interrupted by the popping sounds of the fire crackers. Rude! It was lit up by my brother. The loud fucking sound I ever heard. Enough of that so I push myself up and head down to have a diner. My mum cooked variety of dishes tonight because of the CNY occasion. I ate just a right amount of foods and stop for second. I said that I'm going to have my resolution this year. Plus I want to look good at Taylor Swift #RedTourAsia too. ha!
  Tea, Journal, Entries, Ideas Ideads Ideas, Tea, Chat, Chat, Chat. Taylor Swift songs. Pretty much the same thing repeat itself. Me and my friend were talking about Taylor Swift tour again and he was informed by |'News Straight Time' that the prices of the ticket were 295MYR minimum! What?!!! Ouch. That hurt.... It's expensive but I'm going to be there none of the less. We also talked about the activities that we going to do this Sunday, Making bookmarks, just try to be creative. He asked me about things that he should bring and my replied is everything.
    I wrote the entries about yesterday because I'd missed it for I don't have time to write it, and now I almost done. lol

Goodnight Roger...

P/S: I was trying to avoid social media today because of Valentine day. I didn't tweet anything today. I hate every couple living in this world except my parents and siblings.  :(

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13th,February,2014 Entry #12

I don't even know how to express my excited right now, I'll explain later why. Almost forgot... There, red. I wrote this in red because in today entry it related. Morning routine is still the same as everyday, waking up, breakfast, showered, drinking morning tea, brush my teeth(Yes, I brushed my teeth after breakfast) and then I went to work.
  The highlight of the day was the afternoon, where I casually working and then checking my email where my eyes was gazing on one of the mail that's was sent by YouTube and was uploaded by Taylor Swift. It was a video that she announce the date of her tour in Asia. I wasn't feel anyway near excited by the time I saw the email because Taylor done a lot of tour in Asia; Manila, Hong Kong, Japan, Singapore, Thailand, Indonesia etcetera, etcetera but never once in Malaysia. So I know there wouldn't be any touring in Malaysia. I was deadly wrong, before I clicked on the video, I looked at the thumbnail, it's a picture of Taylor with location of touring typing beside her, it was a cheesy edit but I'm not judging or anything! On the location I noticed the word M, for instant I thought to myself, it wasn't Malaysia but Manila and guess what? I was right. BUT! Below Manila was Bangkok then... Kuala Lumpur!!! I immediately flip out and dance like a crazy person, all of the Taylor's song suddenly burst out in my head as if I remember all the feeling that I'd listened to her songs before. Sad, happy whatever it all went back to me. I watched the video and she actually said Kuala Lumpur but in the wrong way, the way that every foreigner would said. I feel like the lucky one and I'm only 22. Though she will be touring to Asia but I don't know that I could make it to the concert and watching her pale skin, red lips, long legs, her ombre hair and her gestures that she'd make whilst she's singing. I keep telling myself everything will be all right and try to calm myself down. If I am able to going to go to the tour, but with who? Not by myself, eww. So I immediately tweet my friend and let him know, surprisingly he doesn't know it yet, he's more Swiftier than I do so it's a plus. Waiting for his reply is killing me, I want to know it right now that if he can make it to the tour or not. He replied back to me with the same excitement that I had. We discuss the about the touring, what songs she'll be singing(Secretly hoping for Dear John, Red, and Enchanted) We tall all about Taylor that night, everything has change that night, it's all too well. lol, sorry for those Taylor Swift's reference, I'm just too damn excited for is. I fangirl, HARD! Guess who going to remember all of Taylor Swift songs in a week? Me!
  After all of the chit-chating, I back playing minecraft(again, I know it's getting annoying but the game is addictive.) This time I played it with one of my online friend, I taught him some secret in the game and some him how to duplicate the diamond blocks easily. I even teach him the proper way to hunt endermen(a nightmare-ish creature all over in Minecraft, like Slender man) but we didn't do that because he turn the game off all the sudden and play in others people server instead and seeking help from other gamer for platinum trophies boost, I hate when people play the game just for platinum. I felt betrayed but he eventually thanked me for helping him archiving the platinum too, I showed him my house on the game and he acted amazed by my creations. I builds a trap in my house and we had fun with a mechanism for a few minutes.
  After that, I didn't realize the time move on so fast whilst playing the game. I quickly excuse myself and get to showered  then when to sleep.

P/S: I didn't wrote this entry by 13th February because I was late like I said earlier. #LovingHimWasRed





Wednesday, February 12, 2014

12th,February,2014 Entry #11

Wednesday

Morning

Nothing really happen in particular. I assumed that this morning was Friday but I was wrong. Mum cooked a pot of porridge with some salty fishes as a side. I didn't ate any of the fishes, instead of that, I switch it up with some light soy sauces. Pretty sure I work as usual today. A bit tired but I blame no one for that.

Afternoon

I gather all of my energy on work but failed to do so because I was indeed too damn tired so I watched some videos on YouTube instead to save my energy. Deltrese does noticed that the fact I'm a bit sleepy so she excused me for that.
I stumble upon this Youtuber(click on the link for this Youtuber) that created ton of video that's dedicated to Minecraft on console, he actually giving me some inspiration on that game. Wait?! There's a different between Xbox 360 version and PS3? The texture is much better on 360 version, hell no! I don't own an Xbox but might as well be quiet about it. Hey, Roger, I heard that TU14 version patch is about to go on consoles. Predict that there would be added more contents to the game with some awesome game modes. Excited to hear this but I keep my expectation low, hate to be disappointed, you know. I think it's true, like I always said "Kept the expectation to its lowest whilst the hope to its highest, that's how you'll never give up upon something."

Noon
  Well, I missed the transport that suppose to send me home today. No one's going to send me home unless I wait for another hour and a half. #aintnobodygottimeforthat. I rather walk home myself. To which, I did.
  On my way walking back home, I constantly listen to Beyonce's "drunk in love" song. I never tired, never tired. I'd been listen the only song that can keeping me on fire, me on fire. lol you see what I did there? I stumble upon this broken pliers, remember that I asked my brother about it last night? Well, apparently God playing a joke on me, haha, very funny(sarcasm).
   Did I ever told that that there's a construction site near the place that I work? The building isn't even near half way done, it's been a few years now. Vivacity is the name of the building. I was told that the building is going to be the biggest shopping mall ever on Kuching. Yeah right, seem like everyone was compatible to each other. the south wing to the mall were 2 floor done whilst the north wing were 4 floor done, I guess the south wing are harder to build than the other? I don't know.
  There's something sparkly that caught my attention just then, it was some random keys with nail clipper on it, the clipper was broken and the metal on it was dull looking. Thought that someone must've lose their motorcycle key(and nails clipper) on some road accident, lol.
  Oh, something creepy happened to me when I was walked me way almost home, I almost forgot to mention this to you. There's this van... Well, the kind of van that, you know... The kind that give "special delivery" to certain ceremony? The ceremony that where people wear black attires to that event. Well, you get the point. Geez it even creep me out by remembering it. There's a coffin inside the van and the coffin were wrapped around with yellow-ish, golden-ish velvet, do you think there's someone inside? I don't want to know. I can still feel the icy cold breeze that blew me when I walked pass that van. Enough that!

Evening
  I'd planned to watch some videos and play some games(minecraft) But as soon as I lie down my bed, instantly, I faded to sleep and only woke up later by Alice voice that called for me dinner, I responded with a hum and back the fuck to sleep, lol.
  It was around 10pm when I finally woke up. Went down and have my dinner. Everybody that's in my house was asleep by that time except my mother who staying up late watching some Malay dramas which I ended up watching with her. I complained a lot throughout the whole scenes which then I decided to stop watching them, the drama making me feeling very aggressive and I thought that my IQ were lower a bit after watching them. Ah! Such a rage! Stupid people on TV.
  After that, I played some minecraft(again) and then took a cold shower and sleep... Simple night, WBU, Roger?

P/s: I failed my resolution again tonight.

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Tuesday, February 11, 2014

11th,February,2014 Entry #10

  #iloveyoulikeXO, what a way to start my day with this tag to write my entry. Woke up and the only thing that I'm concerned about this morning was Beyonce new video #iloveyoulikeXO. Not going into the detail but you ought to watch it by yourself, Roger.
  I know it's been awhile since the last time I posted anything on my blog, Roger, but I do sent you my journal by mail remember? The thing is that I prefer to write my entry on notebook instead of typing it down on my computer, it is more private and more personal but like I usually said: "why not?". It's not that people going to read this anyway? Aren't they?
  I had some short conversation with my friend, Yashira, this morning (don't get jealous Roger). It's been for a certain time now since me and her last had a conversation. People were busy all the time isn't they? I assumed so because I got a ton of free time but still complaining about being busy most of it. Need to organize our time wisely Mr. Roger, lol "Mr.Roger". We talking like usual and all of the sudden I wondered curiously what does XO mean, thought it was a sexual innuendo for a second but after a long searched on google, I found out that apparently XO mean "hugs and kisses". Brilliant isn't it?! It's an internet slang, informal of course, dare you to wrote it in essay. X indicate hugs whilst O indicate Kisses! Wow! #iloveyoulikeXO, lol. Now that I know the meaning of it, I'm going to use this word constantly and you going to feel annoy and irritate by it. XOXOXOXOX!!! Haha.
  Oh, almost forgot about this, I didn't wrote this entry about yesterday on my blog so I might as well added some to it for others to understand my point. Back to #9 evening

  "heard a loud 'bang' downstairs , thought that my nephew fall off from a safe distant but I was deadly wrong, I was in my room by the time it happened, my mother screamed with concern about my nephew, Wyvern. I hurried down steps and find out my mother was holding my nephew and tried to calm him down. Keep it in mind, Roger, that he fall off from 6 foots tall stairs and my nephew is only a year old infant. An infant fall off 6 foot, ouch. He cried from agony and he tried to endure the pain, it break me and my mother heart to see him crying. My nephew is a happy individual, cheerful and rarely weep his tears out so whenever he does, there's must be something very hurtful. I examined him for any sign of broken bones. I still remembered that my cousin, when he was 7 years old, he accidentally fell off from a 5 foots ceiling once from chasing a cat and broke his left arm, idiotic action despite that he can think the fact that the ceiling can't hold his weight, now whenever I visit my aunt house I always notice the hole on the ceiling, silly. Anyway, if a 7 years old can broke this arm from 5 foots ceiling, what about an infant who're a year old fell of a foot taller than a 7 years old? This might happen to my nephew too but luckily he's fine. I don't know how he landed when he fall but it's better for me to not knowing it. I thank God for that, I thank for everything, I feel like the most religious person for a moment but still praying for he'll be fine for next morning."

  Well, he's fine for now, I heard his laughter this evening when I got home from work. Again, Lord, answered my prayer like always. "He's a lucky boy." Yashira said to me earlier this morning. My father might be the one to blame but of course like always, he already feel guilty about this, lecture him doesn't do any good at all, I wonder how doesn't old age mind? My father is a slow thinker, usually act before thinking it. Dare he told that that he clean the electric fan with water, yup you heard me, with fucking water. I assumed(in my mind) that he spray the water toward the fan to clean it and actually have a nerve to told me that the fan is broken because he washing it with water, no shit Sherlock! But still not saying any word at all. If you know me Roger, I'm not being a very good son to my father, we fought numerous of times, he's stubborn and I doesn't like to lost from his stubbornness. Also if only I can talk reason into him. He only listen to my second brother if you must know. My second brother is a liar, a worst kind, but still he's the most responsible person, at least that's what I thought. I was embarrassed when I asked him for a tool that bend the wires, I'm not a "tools person" so I have the hard time to remembered the name of this particular tool which I ended up asking my mother and explained the purpose of the tool and she answer almost immediately saying "pliers". Yes, my mother know all the name of the tools and I don't, laugh all you want. She have a nausea today. Bad day for her so I don't want to disturb her from resting. I hope she'll be fine tomorrow, I pray to lord again.
  Anyway, the pliers is rusty and dirty, I'm not going to use that on my projects therefore I guess I'm going to buy one on store hoping that I'll remember the name of the tool by the time without looking like an idiot again.
  Took a short nap after that, woke up feeling fresh and decided to start playing some minecraft on my PS3 instead of studying. I'm too lazy for everything.



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