13th,February,2014 Entry #12

I don't even know how to express my excited right now, I'll explain later why. Almost forgot... There, red. I wrote this in red because in today entry it related. Morning routine is still the same as everyday, waking up, breakfast, showered, drinking morning tea, brush my teeth(Yes, I brushed my teeth after breakfast) and then I went to work.
  The highlight of the day was the afternoon, where I casually working and then checking my email where my eyes was gazing on one of the mail that's was sent by YouTube and was uploaded by Taylor Swift. It was a video that she announce the date of her tour in Asia. I wasn't feel anyway near excited by the time I saw the email because Taylor done a lot of tour in Asia; Manila, Hong Kong, Japan, Singapore, Thailand, Indonesia etcetera, etcetera but never once in Malaysia. So I know there wouldn't be any touring in Malaysia. I was deadly wrong, before I clicked on the video, I looked at the thumbnail, it's a picture of Taylor with location of touring typing beside her, it was a cheesy edit but I'm not judging or anything! On the location I noticed the word M, for instant I thought to myself, it wasn't Malaysia but Manila and guess what? I was right. BUT! Below Manila was Bangkok then... Kuala Lumpur!!! I immediately flip out and dance like a crazy person, all of the Taylor's song suddenly burst out in my head as if I remember all the feeling that I'd listened to her songs before. Sad, happy whatever it all went back to me. I watched the video and she actually said Kuala Lumpur but in the wrong way, the way that every foreigner would said. I feel like the lucky one and I'm only 22. Though she will be touring to Asia but I don't know that I could make it to the concert and watching her pale skin, red lips, long legs, her ombre hair and her gestures that she'd make whilst she's singing. I keep telling myself everything will be all right and try to calm myself down. If I am able to going to go to the tour, but with who? Not by myself, eww. So I immediately tweet my friend and let him know, surprisingly he doesn't know it yet, he's more Swiftier than I do so it's a plus. Waiting for his reply is killing me, I want to know it right now that if he can make it to the tour or not. He replied back to me with the same excitement that I had. We discuss the about the touring, what songs she'll be singing(Secretly hoping for Dear John, Red, and Enchanted) We tall all about Taylor that night, everything has change that night, it's all too well. lol, sorry for those Taylor Swift's reference, I'm just too damn excited for is. I fangirl, HARD! Guess who going to remember all of Taylor Swift songs in a week? Me!
  After all of the chit-chating, I back playing minecraft(again, I know it's getting annoying but the game is addictive.) This time I played it with one of my online friend, I taught him some secret in the game and some him how to duplicate the diamond blocks easily. I even teach him the proper way to hunt endermen(a nightmare-ish creature all over in Minecraft, like Slender man) but we didn't do that because he turn the game off all the sudden and play in others people server instead and seeking help from other gamer for platinum trophies boost, I hate when people play the game just for platinum. I felt betrayed but he eventually thanked me for helping him archiving the platinum too, I showed him my house on the game and he acted amazed by my creations. I builds a trap in my house and we had fun with a mechanism for a few minutes.
  After that, I didn't realize the time move on so fast whilst playing the game. I quickly excuse myself and get to showered  then when to sleep.

P/S: I didn't wrote this entry by 13th February because I was late like I said earlier. #LovingHimWasRed

12th,February,2014 Entry #11

Wednesday

Morning

Nothing really happen in particular. I assumed that this morning was Friday but I was wrong. Mum cooked a pot of porridge with some salty fishes as a side. I didn't ate any of the fishes, instead of that, I switch it up with some light soy sauces. Pretty sure I work as usual today. A bit tired but I blame no one for that.

Afternoon

I gather all of my energy on work but failed to do so because I was indeed too damn tired so I watched some videos on YouTube instead to save my energy. Deltrese does noticed that the fact I'm a bit sleepy so she excused me for that.
I stumble upon this Youtuber(click on the link for this Youtuber) that created ton of video that's dedicated to Minecraft on console, he actually giving me some inspiration on that game. Wait?! There's a different between Xbox 360 version and PS3? The texture is much better on 360 version, hell no! I don't own an Xbox but might as well be quiet about it. Hey, Roger, I heard that TU14 version patch is about to go on consoles. Predict that there would be added more contents to the game with some awesome game modes. Excited to hear this but I keep my expectation low, hate to be disappointed, you know. I think it's true, like I always said "Kept the expectation to its lowest whilst the hope to its highest, that's how you'll never give up upon something."

Noon
  Well, I missed the transport that suppose to send me home today. No one's going to send me home unless I wait for another hour and a half. #aintnobodygottimeforthat. I rather walk home myself. To which, I did.
  On my way walking back home, I constantly listen to Beyonce's "drunk in love" song. I never tired, never tired. I'd been listen the only song that can keeping me on fire, me on fire. lol you see what I did there? I stumble upon this broken pliers, remember that I asked my brother about it last night? Well, apparently God playing a joke on me, haha, very funny(sarcasm).
   Did I ever told that that there's a construction site near the place that I work? The building isn't even near half way done, it's been a few years now. Vivacity is the name of the building. I was told that the building is going to be the biggest shopping mall ever on Kuching. Yeah right, seem like everyone was compatible to each other. the south wing to the mall were 2 floor done whilst the north wing were 4 floor done, I guess the south wing are harder to build than the other? I don't know.
  There's something sparkly that caught my attention just then, it was some random keys with nail clipper on it, the clipper was broken and the metal on it was dull looking. Thought that someone must've lose their motorcycle key(and nails clipper) on some road accident, lol.
  Oh, something creepy happened to me when I was walked me way almost home, I almost forgot to mention this to you. There's this van... Well, the kind of van that, you know... The kind that give "special delivery" to certain ceremony? The ceremony that where people wear black attires to that event. Well, you get the point. Geez it even creep me out by remembering it. There's a coffin inside the van and the coffin were wrapped around with yellow-ish, golden-ish velvet, do you think there's someone inside? I don't want to know. I can still feel the icy cold breeze that blew me when I walked pass that van. Enough that!

Evening
  I'd planned to watch some videos and play some games(minecraft) But as soon as I lie down my bed, instantly, I faded to sleep and only woke up later by Alice voice that called for me dinner, I responded with a hum and back the fuck to sleep, lol.
  It was around 10pm when I finally woke up. Went down and have my dinner. Everybody that's in my house was asleep by that time except my mother who staying up late watching some Malay dramas which I ended up watching with her. I complained a lot throughout the whole scenes which then I decided to stop watching them, the drama making me feeling very aggressive and I thought that my IQ were lower a bit after watching them. Ah! Such a rage! Stupid people on TV.
  After that, I played some minecraft(again) and then took a cold shower and sleep... Simple night, WBU, Roger?

P/s: I failed my resolution again tonight.

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11th,February,2014 Entry #10

  #iloveyoulikeXO, what a way to start my day with this tag to write my entry. Woke up and the only thing that I'm concerned about this morning was Beyonce new video #iloveyoulikeXO. Not going into the detail but you ought to watch it by yourself, Roger.
  I know it's been awhile since the last time I posted anything on my blog, Roger, but I do sent you my journal by mail remember? The thing is that I prefer to write my entry on notebook instead of typing it down on my computer, it is more private and more personal but like I usually said: "why not?". It's not that people going to read this anyway? Aren't they?
  I had some short conversation with my friend, Yashira, this morning (don't get jealous Roger). It's been for a certain time now since me and her last had a conversation. People were busy all the time isn't they? I assumed so because I got a ton of free time but still complaining about being busy most of it. Need to organize our time wisely Mr. Roger, lol "Mr.Roger". We talking like usual and all of the sudden I wondered curiously what does XO mean, thought it was a sexual innuendo for a second but after a long searched on google, I found out that apparently XO mean "hugs and kisses". Brilliant isn't it?! It's an internet slang, informal of course, dare you to wrote it in essay. X indicate hugs whilst O indicate Kisses! Wow! #iloveyoulikeXO, lol. Now that I know the meaning of it, I'm going to use this word constantly and you going to feel annoy and irritate by it. XOXOXOXOX!!! Haha.
  Oh, almost forgot about this, I didn't wrote this entry about yesterday on my blog so I might as well added some to it for others to understand my point. Back to #9 evening

  "heard a loud 'bang' downstairs , thought that my nephew fall off from a safe distant but I was deadly wrong, I was in my room by the time it happened, my mother screamed with concern about my nephew, Wyvern. I hurried down steps and find out my mother was holding my nephew and tried to calm him down. Keep it in mind, Roger, that he fall off from 6 foots tall stairs and my nephew is only a year old infant. An infant fall off 6 foot, ouch. He cried from agony and he tried to endure the pain, it break me and my mother heart to see him crying. My nephew is a happy individual, cheerful and rarely weep his tears out so whenever he does, there's must be something very hurtful. I examined him for any sign of broken bones. I still remembered that my cousin, when he was 7 years old, he accidentally fell off from a 5 foots ceiling once from chasing a cat and broke his left arm, idiotic action despite that he can think the fact that the ceiling can't hold his weight, now whenever I visit my aunt house I always notice the hole on the ceiling, silly. Anyway, if a 7 years old can broke this arm from 5 foots ceiling, what about an infant who're a year old fell of a foot taller than a 7 years old? This might happen to my nephew too but luckily he's fine. I don't know how he landed when he fall but it's better for me to not knowing it. I thank God for that, I thank for everything, I feel like the most religious person for a moment but still praying for he'll be fine for next morning."

  Well, he's fine for now, I heard his laughter this evening when I got home from work. Again, Lord, answered my prayer like always. "He's a lucky boy." Yashira said to me earlier this morning. My father might be the one to blame but of course like always, he already feel guilty about this, lecture him doesn't do any good at all, I wonder how doesn't old age mind? My father is a slow thinker, usually act before thinking it. Dare he told that that he clean the electric fan with water, yup you heard me, with fucking water. I assumed(in my mind) that he spray the water toward the fan to clean it and actually have a nerve to told me that the fan is broken because he washing it with water, no shit Sherlock! But still not saying any word at all. If you know me Roger, I'm not being a very good son to my father, we fought numerous of times, he's stubborn and I doesn't like to lost from his stubbornness. Also if only I can talk reason into him. He only listen to my second brother if you must know. My second brother is a liar, a worst kind, but still he's the most responsible person, at least that's what I thought. I was embarrassed when I asked him for a tool that bend the wires, I'm not a "tools person" so I have the hard time to remembered the name of this particular tool which I ended up asking my mother and explained the purpose of the tool and she answer almost immediately saying "pliers". Yes, my mother know all the name of the tools and I don't, laugh all you want. She have a nausea today. Bad day for her so I don't want to disturb her from resting. I hope she'll be fine tomorrow, I pray to lord again.
  Anyway, the pliers is rusty and dirty, I'm not going to use that on my projects therefore I guess I'm going to buy one on store hoping that I'll remember the name of the tool by the time without looking like an idiot again.
  Took a short nap after that, woke up feeling fresh and decided to start playing some minecraft on my PS3 instead of studying. I'm too lazy for everything.



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