#Banginglikeabiscuitday. Happy anniversary SAAN! lol. I wasn't talking about you Mr. Roger!
Morning
The whole morning I'd spent on sleep because I can and you're not going to say anything about me. I slept on 5 in the morning, 6 to be precise. Today was the day, the Banging like a buiscuit day, me and Yashira anniversary. I felt bad that I couldn't spent much time with her today because my friend going to visit me, that's why. She was wasted anyway, lol(Sorry SAAN). I sent her a few messages and waiting for her to reply.
Noon
My friend came by early than usual today. Normally around 2 or 3 in the afternoon, however I don't blame him for that for I'm the one who told him to come by anytime he desired, the door always open for him. I invited him inside, he brought some dish cooked by his mother, the dish was good, it was cooked with mixed vegetable, mushroom, beans and chicken cook with tomatoes and some spices. It was spicy a bit for my taste but my mouth were watering from the dish. We lunch after my mum done with the cooking. I ate a little portion today since I promised myself to lose weight before Taylor Swift's concert in June. I want to look at my bestest for the tour.
Afternoon
After me done with our meal, we went to the living and do the usual thing that we'll do. Me and him have a lot in common, we like to gossips, talking about celebs, singing, and "graining on that wood"(only my friend and I understand the terms and no, it's not a sexual innuendos). We talk about our plan of #RedTourAsia, some thought were rather ridiculous, we like to think about crazy ideas crazier the better. We listened to Beyonce's album on repeat for hours and hours whilst crafting some bookmark for fun. My turn out as a disappointment, expected the cute little bookmark but turn out to be a disastrous trash. No...
After we done with the bookmark. We start to drawn something but it was a failure, I felt uninspired at that moment so we decided to quit. I bought a book last month, it was an empty pages book. Nothing written on the papers yet, it was then I asked him for any suggestion to make the books interesting, he suggested nothing, so I casually wrote down anything I want for the book. It was all of the sudden I get the idea to making it was hashtag book. For every hashtag that I like I'll write it down to that book. #iloveyoulikeXO is the first word I wrote on that book followed by #lovinghimwasred . I love the idea, Roger! #DearRoger(don't worry, I'd already included it in the book).
After sometime, we went to the kitchen for some drink. I introduced him some almond favor coffee to which he actually finished the whole cup of it, I'm surprised. I'm not coffee drinker so it's a no no for me. I made some earl grey with subtle taste of sugar and made one glass of LongJing tea to my friend. LongJing tea are a quality tea that smell like fresh grass even when you brew it for 2 or 3 times. I told him before that the taste of the tea tasted like a fresh grass to which he agreed.
We played Dragon's Crown the rest of our time be together, teaching him how to control of all and he adapted the system after some time then we processed to played the game until his parent drove by and sent him home. His mother insisted me to visit her house again today, I didn't promise anything.
Night
I clean up the living room along with sorting of all my books back to shelf. Online for a bit and noticed that Yashira sent my a message by 3:45pm said that she was drunk, gosh, this girl drunk a lot isn't it Roger? Just don't drink while driving. I never drunk once before, don't know how that's feel. I replied back to remind her about our anniversary today. I thought girls suppose to know all of the anniversary and screw men over, lol. Sounded sexist. I let her know that I'll be remind her every year so rest assure.I shown her the video that date back to the day we met. It was a vlog from PrankvsPrank second channel BFvsGF where Jesse and Jeana Vlog about their daily life for entertainment purpose, it's like watching the Kardashian without any trashy-ness. Anyway, the Vlog tittle was 'Banging like a biscuit' which I later make it a maker of our anniversary, #BangingLikeABiscuitDay!
I heard about Ellen Page coming out from the closet yesterday, you know I'm going to include this on my entry. Meh, I don't want to. It's good for her if she's happy about it.
This is the video I'm talking about. Shout out to PrankvsPrank and BFvsGF
Ended...
Sunday, February 16, 2014
Saturday, February 15, 2014
15,February,2014 Entry #14
How's your valentine day going on Roger? Doing anything?
Morning
I slept late last night and woke up early in the morning. One day day, I thought to myself, One more work from day off.I kind of envy my niece a little bit, she get day off on Saturday and Sunday which she planned to visit her hometown(my hometown) with her friend, miss Lora. After I got done showered, both of them were getting ready to go. Too early I thought, plus they didn't even breakfast and shower first. No stank pussy... Eww.
Afternoon
Yashira and I talked pretty much everything today. I was listening to Beyoncé's single "drunk in love" the whole morning until the very afternoon and I constantly making fun of the song lyric my changing the word 'we be all night' to 'we pee all night' to which I laughed hysterically about it. She introduced me to her new blog "tinyadventureland.blogspot.com" which she posted her very first short blog on it about her day gone to class(to submit yesterday paper, I assumed) and watched a couple episodes of Attack of the Titan.
Now, I'd heard about this particular anime were heavily praise on the media(Tumblr/IMDB) and I felt a little left out from it, should I be watching it Mr. Roger? Anyway, the blog is short but she does promise that she going to post regularly to keep the blog active.
30 Minutes later
Here we go again, Nicki, Nicki Nicki. Nicki Minaj, Nicki Lewinski, Nicki The queen , Nicki The Harajuku Barbie, Nicki the Boss, Nicki The Ninja! You never fail to amazed me. I'm such a barb! Nicki uploaded a new video today. #LAN(Looking Ass Nigga) and yess, the song itself is very explicit, you'll be listening to alot of N word along with ass since the tittle of the song is obviously give it away. Duh... Let me tell you anything about the video, It was about, ass, gun, ass and err... ass? It featured Nicki sitting on the chair looking fabulous playing with her hair and grinding on the chair rapping like a crazy mofo. The most important thing it at the end of the video. This bad ass bitch fired a machine gun(M16) like bang! My shitz Bang!. My favourite part of the song it when she said "I will never fuck with non-man ass nigga, I would never lie even if that nigga flew me and all my bitches all the way out to Dubai, pussy, you tried, pussy ass nigga you lie, pussy ass nigga you're high. Bitch, I'm me, hundred on the wrist I ski, art on the wall, Basqui! Fuck who see?" Isn't it magical lyrical beautiful? I wonder how Sophia Grace going to cover up is song on Ellen. The Queen of shade(Mariah Carey) ain't going to say nothing on her this time...
Me and Yashira exchange topic about what to talk about on our blog, she wanted me to write about #iloveyoulikeXO which is easy for me since I love that song so much. I introduced some K-pop music video to her and asked her to blog about this specific video "gone not around any longer" by Sistars19, I don't think she going to blog about it, which is fine to me. We watched K-pop videos from Sistar19 to T-ara. I like sistar19 by the way, obsessed about dance Choreography. She thought the song beautiful and I'm glad she liked it. She assume that I know a loft lot about kpop musics.... Err. No... Roger, if you know me, you'll know that I'm not a fan of k-pop musics, I think they're annoying and overrated but I'm not hating of them, some song are nice to listen whilst other just irritated me. I explained to her that I'm not knowing nothing about k-pop but my country does and I'm stuck with my country's obssesion.
We finished ours' conversation by giving our opinion on economic view because she mention that she wanted to buy a brand new laptop for her ease on school assignment, I think she should get one. I jokingly told her to buy a cheapest brand like Apple or a Sony Vaio to which she immediately replied "Apple is not cheap!" I laughed at my own sarcasm.
Evening
I originally planned to write my thought about #iloveyoulikeXO but as soon I I took the "Nap" which I woke up and I feel like it's 2090 already. Not good. Midnight! I guess I'm going to write it tomorrow then.
My brother was in the living room by the time I out of my room, I told him about The Last Of Us DLC that I'd downloaded last night. The played the game and quit it after a few minutes saying that he's too tired and seeing double Ellie. Silly.
P/S: Roger, I'm going to tell you this. I'm excited about tomorrow mainly for two reason. Firstly, my friend going to visit tomorrow, we going to make some bookmarks with our own creativity whilst watching Harry Potter and talking about our plan for Taylor Swift #RedTourAsia. Secondary, it's me and my friend Yashira anniversary! For two year we been friend!!! #BangingLikeABiscuitDay! I don't know if she noticed the day. SAAN if you read this, then Warrrrup!!!
Gone not around any longer
Looking Ass Nigga
Morning
I slept late last night and woke up early in the morning. One day day, I thought to myself, One more work from day off.I kind of envy my niece a little bit, she get day off on Saturday and Sunday which she planned to visit her hometown(my hometown) with her friend, miss Lora. After I got done showered, both of them were getting ready to go. Too early I thought, plus they didn't even breakfast and shower first. No stank pussy... Eww.
Afternoon
Yashira and I talked pretty much everything today. I was listening to Beyoncé's single "drunk in love" the whole morning until the very afternoon and I constantly making fun of the song lyric my changing the word 'we be all night' to 'we pee all night' to which I laughed hysterically about it. She introduced me to her new blog "tinyadventureland.blogspot.com" which she posted her very first short blog on it about her day gone to class(to submit yesterday paper, I assumed) and watched a couple episodes of Attack of the Titan.
(Attack of the Titan)
30 Minutes later
Here we go again, Nicki, Nicki Nicki. Nicki Minaj, Nicki Lewinski, Nicki The queen , Nicki The Harajuku Barbie, Nicki the Boss, Nicki The Ninja! You never fail to amazed me. I'm such a barb! Nicki uploaded a new video today. #LAN(Looking Ass Nigga) and yess, the song itself is very explicit, you'll be listening to alot of N word along with ass since the tittle of the song is obviously give it away. Duh... Let me tell you anything about the video, It was about, ass, gun, ass and err... ass? It featured Nicki sitting on the chair looking fabulous playing with her hair and grinding on the chair rapping like a crazy mofo. The most important thing it at the end of the video. This bad ass bitch fired a machine gun(M16) like bang! My shitz Bang!. My favourite part of the song it when she said "I will never fuck with non-man ass nigga, I would never lie even if that nigga flew me and all my bitches all the way out to Dubai, pussy, you tried, pussy ass nigga you lie, pussy ass nigga you're high. Bitch, I'm me, hundred on the wrist I ski, art on the wall, Basqui! Fuck who see?" Isn't it magical lyrical beautiful? I wonder how Sophia Grace going to cover up is song on Ellen. The Queen of shade(Mariah Carey) ain't going to say nothing on her this time...
Me and Yashira exchange topic about what to talk about on our blog, she wanted me to write about #iloveyoulikeXO which is easy for me since I love that song so much. I introduced some K-pop music video to her and asked her to blog about this specific video "gone not around any longer" by Sistars19, I don't think she going to blog about it, which is fine to me. We watched K-pop videos from Sistar19 to T-ara. I like sistar19 by the way, obsessed about dance Choreography. She thought the song beautiful and I'm glad she liked it. She assume that I know a loft lot about kpop musics.... Err. No... Roger, if you know me, you'll know that I'm not a fan of k-pop musics, I think they're annoying and overrated but I'm not hating of them, some song are nice to listen whilst other just irritated me. I explained to her that I'm not knowing nothing about k-pop but my country does and I'm stuck with my country's obssesion.
We finished ours' conversation by giving our opinion on economic view because she mention that she wanted to buy a brand new laptop for her ease on school assignment, I think she should get one. I jokingly told her to buy a cheapest brand like Apple or a Sony Vaio to which she immediately replied "Apple is not cheap!" I laughed at my own sarcasm.
Evening
I originally planned to write my thought about #iloveyoulikeXO but as soon I I took the "Nap" which I woke up and I feel like it's 2090 already. Not good. Midnight! I guess I'm going to write it tomorrow then.
My brother was in the living room by the time I out of my room, I told him about The Last Of Us DLC that I'd downloaded last night. The played the game and quit it after a few minutes saying that he's too tired and seeing double Ellie. Silly.
P/S: Roger, I'm going to tell you this. I'm excited about tomorrow mainly for two reason. Firstly, my friend going to visit tomorrow, we going to make some bookmarks with our own creativity whilst watching Harry Potter and talking about our plan for Taylor Swift #RedTourAsia. Secondary, it's me and my friend Yashira anniversary! For two year we been friend!!! #BangingLikeABiscuitDay! I don't know if she noticed the day. SAAN if you read this, then Warrrrup!!!
Gone not around any longer
Looking Ass Nigga
Friday, February 14, 2014
14th,February,2014 Entry #13
#DreamJournal
"I don't remember the setting of the place nor the time itself. I think I went to the store to purchase some stationary. Before I went in the store, there's a group of bullies who most of them faces were rather familiars. I was pushed by one of them on my head. So without hesitation I fought back, I won't do that I real like though(I'm not an aggressive person). After the fight, I went in the store and picked up whatever I saw on the store like I'm got a lot of money to buy the whole store. Then I finished my search with some bamboo brush for Chinese calligraphy(Though, I'm Chinese but I'm not familiar with Chinese character very much). All of the sudden, a girl walked toward me and asked me about a section that sells band-aid. I don't know that you can actually buy a box of band-aid on stationary store, and I was surprised that she found it. Me and the girl walked out of the store and we talked for a bit. She offered me the band-aid again, I don't know why, I didn't have a cut on my body or any sign of pain but after seeing her kindly offer it to me, without being a jerk I took the band-aid, and... it was the used one, with blood on it. Yuck! It was awkward, taking the band-aid and looking at her wide Bambi eyes of pity so I wear the band-aid and stick it randomly to my knee.The dream move suddenly to a big city setting, I was lost with my sister's in law. She point to me that if we went to a shopping mall name "Eversco" we might be able to find way back home and eventually we did. But I excuse myself and went back to the stationary store because I left my purchased items, phone and wallet were at the store only found out that the bullies earlier talking my wallet and phone. I punched them and started a fight way through. They lose the fight eventually and I was able to claimed back my wallet but not my phone because the bully that taken my phone were long fled away from the fighting scene. Panic, worry and scared at the same time... Then I heard my alarm rang, woke up, located my phone right next to me and relief. Glad that it was just a dream."
Morning
I saw Miss Lora(Alice's friend) having a breakfast on our table. Without saying any words, I just nodded my head as a little gestured in replied. I'm not going to talk to you in the early morning Roger. I don't know if I ever told you this before. If I woke up early in the morning, I won't talk to you unless it's really necessary. Then Lora and Alice went to work.
Followed by my morning routine and waited for Deltrese to come by and send me to work like everyday does. She was talking too long for come so I get back to my bed and laying down a little. Not long after that the car came by and it's time to go.
Had a long conversation with Yashira today. We talked from hours after hours. She was busies from her collage assignment. Since that she asked me about writing two pages of perspective toward some subject about sociology, I offered her a bit advice(I'm not really good at giving advice). Roger, the way that she wrote the essay is very odd to me, maybe it's the way that everybody wrote their essay? Or it's just me being crazy? I don't know.
Roger, you know what? I didn't help her at all. Not even a bit. Gosh, I felt bad for her to wasting her time whilst I'm disturbing her the whole time to break her focus to the paper. She might've been fail because of me. I pray she'll be fine.She said her paper were poorly written by her but I think the essay she wrote is rather professional. Maybe not in the college standard but it was great enough for me.
Noon
Back home from work and I was tired. I forgot that today was a Valentine day, so happy Valentine day Roger, oh, and it was Chinese 15th days after CNY. lol, As a Chinese I fail to knowing this and as a single man I fail to knowing Valentine too.
I went to bed a having a little nap(gosh, I sleep a lot, lol). which I was rudely interrupted by the popping sounds of the fire crackers. Rude! It was lit up by my brother. The loud fucking sound I ever heard. Enough of that so I push myself up and head down to have a diner. My mum cooked variety of dishes tonight because of the CNY occasion. I ate just a right amount of foods and stop for second. I said that I'm going to have my resolution this year. Plus I want to look good at Taylor Swift #RedTourAsia too. ha!
Tea, Journal, Entries, Ideas Ideads Ideas, Tea, Chat, Chat, Chat. Taylor Swift songs. Pretty much the same thing repeat itself. Me and my friend were talking about Taylor Swift tour again and he was informed by |'News Straight Time' that the prices of the ticket were 295MYR minimum! What?!!! Ouch. That hurt.... It's expensive but I'm going to be there none of the less. We also talked about the activities that we going to do this Sunday, Making bookmarks, just try to be creative. He asked me about things that he should bring and my replied is everything.
I wrote the entries about yesterday because I'd missed it for I don't have time to write it, and now I almost done. lol
Goodnight Roger...
P/S: I was trying to avoid social media today because of Valentine day. I didn't tweet anything today. I hate every couple living in this world except my parents and siblings. :(
Ended...
"I don't remember the setting of the place nor the time itself. I think I went to the store to purchase some stationary. Before I went in the store, there's a group of bullies who most of them faces were rather familiars. I was pushed by one of them on my head. So without hesitation I fought back, I won't do that I real like though(I'm not an aggressive person). After the fight, I went in the store and picked up whatever I saw on the store like I'm got a lot of money to buy the whole store. Then I finished my search with some bamboo brush for Chinese calligraphy(Though, I'm Chinese but I'm not familiar with Chinese character very much). All of the sudden, a girl walked toward me and asked me about a section that sells band-aid. I don't know that you can actually buy a box of band-aid on stationary store, and I was surprised that she found it. Me and the girl walked out of the store and we talked for a bit. She offered me the band-aid again, I don't know why, I didn't have a cut on my body or any sign of pain but after seeing her kindly offer it to me, without being a jerk I took the band-aid, and... it was the used one, with blood on it. Yuck! It was awkward, taking the band-aid and looking at her wide Bambi eyes of pity so I wear the band-aid and stick it randomly to my knee.The dream move suddenly to a big city setting, I was lost with my sister's in law. She point to me that if we went to a shopping mall name "Eversco" we might be able to find way back home and eventually we did. But I excuse myself and went back to the stationary store because I left my purchased items, phone and wallet were at the store only found out that the bullies earlier talking my wallet and phone. I punched them and started a fight way through. They lose the fight eventually and I was able to claimed back my wallet but not my phone because the bully that taken my phone were long fled away from the fighting scene. Panic, worry and scared at the same time... Then I heard my alarm rang, woke up, located my phone right next to me and relief. Glad that it was just a dream."
Morning
I saw Miss Lora(Alice's friend) having a breakfast on our table. Without saying any words, I just nodded my head as a little gestured in replied. I'm not going to talk to you in the early morning Roger. I don't know if I ever told you this before. If I woke up early in the morning, I won't talk to you unless it's really necessary. Then Lora and Alice went to work.
Followed by my morning routine and waited for Deltrese to come by and send me to work like everyday does. She was talking too long for come so I get back to my bed and laying down a little. Not long after that the car came by and it's time to go.
Had a long conversation with Yashira today. We talked from hours after hours. She was busies from her collage assignment. Since that she asked me about writing two pages of perspective toward some subject about sociology, I offered her a bit advice(I'm not really good at giving advice). Roger, the way that she wrote the essay is very odd to me, maybe it's the way that everybody wrote their essay? Or it's just me being crazy? I don't know.
Roger, you know what? I didn't help her at all. Not even a bit. Gosh, I felt bad for her to wasting her time whilst I'm disturbing her the whole time to break her focus to the paper. She might've been fail because of me. I pray she'll be fine.She said her paper were poorly written by her but I think the essay she wrote is rather professional. Maybe not in the college standard but it was great enough for me.
Noon
Back home from work and I was tired. I forgot that today was a Valentine day, so happy Valentine day Roger, oh, and it was Chinese 15th days after CNY. lol, As a Chinese I fail to knowing this and as a single man I fail to knowing Valentine too.
I went to bed a having a little nap(gosh, I sleep a lot, lol). which I was rudely interrupted by the popping sounds of the fire crackers. Rude! It was lit up by my brother. The loud fucking sound I ever heard. Enough of that so I push myself up and head down to have a diner. My mum cooked variety of dishes tonight because of the CNY occasion. I ate just a right amount of foods and stop for second. I said that I'm going to have my resolution this year. Plus I want to look good at Taylor Swift #RedTourAsia too. ha!
Tea, Journal, Entries, Ideas Ideads Ideas, Tea, Chat, Chat, Chat. Taylor Swift songs. Pretty much the same thing repeat itself. Me and my friend were talking about Taylor Swift tour again and he was informed by |'News Straight Time' that the prices of the ticket were 295MYR minimum! What?!!! Ouch. That hurt.... It's expensive but I'm going to be there none of the less. We also talked about the activities that we going to do this Sunday, Making bookmarks, just try to be creative. He asked me about things that he should bring and my replied is everything.
I wrote the entries about yesterday because I'd missed it for I don't have time to write it, and now I almost done. lol
Goodnight Roger...
P/S: I was trying to avoid social media today because of Valentine day. I didn't tweet anything today. I hate every couple living in this world except my parents and siblings. :(
Ended...
13th,February,2014 Entry #12
I don't even know how to express my excited right now, I'll explain later why. Almost forgot... There, red. I wrote this in red because in today entry it related. Morning routine is still the same as everyday, waking up, breakfast, showered, drinking morning tea, brush my teeth(Yes, I brushed my teeth after breakfast) and then I went to work.
The highlight of the day was the afternoon, where I casually working and then checking my email where my eyes was gazing on one of the mail that's was sent by YouTube and was uploaded by Taylor Swift. It was a video that she announce the date of her tour in Asia. I wasn't feel anyway near excited by the time I saw the email because Taylor done a lot of tour in Asia; Manila, Hong Kong, Japan, Singapore, Thailand, Indonesia etcetera, etcetera but never once in Malaysia. So I know there wouldn't be any touring in Malaysia. I was deadly wrong, before I clicked on the video, I looked at the thumbnail, it's a picture of Taylor with location of touring typing beside her, it was a cheesy edit but I'm not judging or anything! On the location I noticed the word M, for instant I thought to myself, it wasn't Malaysia but Manila and guess what? I was right. BUT! Below Manila was Bangkok then... Kuala Lumpur!!! I immediately flip out and dance like a crazy person, all of the Taylor's song suddenly burst out in my head as if I remember all the feeling that I'd listened to her songs before. Sad, happy whatever it all went back to me. I watched the video and she actually said Kuala Lumpur but in the wrong way, the way that every foreigner would said. I feel like the lucky one and I'm only 22. Though she will be touring to Asia but I don't know that I could make it to the concert and watching her pale skin, red lips, long legs, her ombre hair and her gestures that she'd make whilst she's singing. I keep telling myself everything will be all right and try to calm myself down. If I am able to going to go to the tour, but with who? Not by myself, eww. So I immediately tweet my friend and let him know, surprisingly he doesn't know it yet, he's more Swiftier than I do so it's a plus. Waiting for his reply is killing me, I want to know it right now that if he can make it to the tour or not. He replied back to me with the same excitement that I had. We discuss the about the touring, what songs she'll be singing(Secretly hoping for Dear John, Red, and Enchanted) We tall all about Taylor that night, everything has change that night, it's all too well. lol, sorry for those Taylor Swift's reference, I'm just too damn excited for is. I fangirl, HARD! Guess who going to remember all of Taylor Swift songs in a week? Me!
After all of the chit-chating, I back playing minecraft(again, I know it's getting annoying but the game is addictive.) This time I played it with one of my online friend, I taught him some secret in the game and some him how to duplicate the diamond blocks easily. I even teach him the proper way to hunt endermen(a nightmare-ish creature all over in Minecraft, like Slender man) but we didn't do that because he turn the game off all the sudden and play in others people server instead and seeking help from other gamer for platinum trophies boost, I hate when people play the game just for platinum. I felt betrayed but he eventually thanked me for helping him archiving the platinum too, I showed him my house on the game and he acted amazed by my creations. I builds a trap in my house and we had fun with a mechanism for a few minutes.
After that, I didn't realize the time move on so fast whilst playing the game. I quickly excuse myself and get to showered then when to sleep.
P/S: I didn't wrote this entry by 13th February because I was late like I said earlier. #LovingHimWasRed
The highlight of the day was the afternoon, where I casually working and then checking my email where my eyes was gazing on one of the mail that's was sent by YouTube and was uploaded by Taylor Swift. It was a video that she announce the date of her tour in Asia. I wasn't feel anyway near excited by the time I saw the email because Taylor done a lot of tour in Asia; Manila, Hong Kong, Japan, Singapore, Thailand, Indonesia etcetera, etcetera but never once in Malaysia. So I know there wouldn't be any touring in Malaysia. I was deadly wrong, before I clicked on the video, I looked at the thumbnail, it's a picture of Taylor with location of touring typing beside her, it was a cheesy edit but I'm not judging or anything! On the location I noticed the word M, for instant I thought to myself, it wasn't Malaysia but Manila and guess what? I was right. BUT! Below Manila was Bangkok then... Kuala Lumpur!!! I immediately flip out and dance like a crazy person, all of the Taylor's song suddenly burst out in my head as if I remember all the feeling that I'd listened to her songs before. Sad, happy whatever it all went back to me. I watched the video and she actually said Kuala Lumpur but in the wrong way, the way that every foreigner would said. I feel like the lucky one and I'm only 22. Though she will be touring to Asia but I don't know that I could make it to the concert and watching her pale skin, red lips, long legs, her ombre hair and her gestures that she'd make whilst she's singing. I keep telling myself everything will be all right and try to calm myself down. If I am able to going to go to the tour, but with who? Not by myself, eww. So I immediately tweet my friend and let him know, surprisingly he doesn't know it yet, he's more Swiftier than I do so it's a plus. Waiting for his reply is killing me, I want to know it right now that if he can make it to the tour or not. He replied back to me with the same excitement that I had. We discuss the about the touring, what songs she'll be singing(Secretly hoping for Dear John, Red, and Enchanted) We tall all about Taylor that night, everything has change that night, it's all too well. lol, sorry for those Taylor Swift's reference, I'm just too damn excited for is. I fangirl, HARD! Guess who going to remember all of Taylor Swift songs in a week? Me!
After all of the chit-chating, I back playing minecraft(again, I know it's getting annoying but the game is addictive.) This time I played it with one of my online friend, I taught him some secret in the game and some him how to duplicate the diamond blocks easily. I even teach him the proper way to hunt endermen(a nightmare-ish creature all over in Minecraft, like Slender man) but we didn't do that because he turn the game off all the sudden and play in others people server instead and seeking help from other gamer for platinum trophies boost, I hate when people play the game just for platinum. I felt betrayed but he eventually thanked me for helping him archiving the platinum too, I showed him my house on the game and he acted amazed by my creations. I builds a trap in my house and we had fun with a mechanism for a few minutes.
After that, I didn't realize the time move on so fast whilst playing the game. I quickly excuse myself and get to showered then when to sleep.
P/S: I didn't wrote this entry by 13th February because I was late like I said earlier. #LovingHimWasRed
Wednesday, February 12, 2014
12th,February,2014 Entry #11
Wednesday
Morning
Nothing really happen in particular. I assumed that this morning was Friday but I was wrong. Mum cooked a pot of porridge with some salty fishes as a side. I didn't ate any of the fishes, instead of that, I switch it up with some light soy sauces. Pretty sure I work as usual today. A bit tired but I blame no one for that.
Afternoon
I gather all of my energy on work but failed to do so because I was indeed too damn tired so I watched some videos on YouTube instead to save my energy. Deltrese does noticed that the fact I'm a bit sleepy so she excused me for that.
I stumble upon this Youtuber(click on the link for this Youtuber) that created ton of video that's dedicated to Minecraft on console, he actually giving me some inspiration on that game. Wait?! There's a different between Xbox 360 version and PS3? The texture is much better on 360 version, hell no! I don't own an Xbox but might as well be quiet about it. Hey, Roger, I heard that TU14 version patch is about to go on consoles. Predict that there would be added more contents to the game with some awesome game modes. Excited to hear this but I keep my expectation low, hate to be disappointed, you know. I think it's true, like I always said "Kept the expectation to its lowest whilst the hope to its highest, that's how you'll never give up upon something."
Noon
Well, I missed the transport that suppose to send me home today. No one's going to send me home unless I wait for another hour and a half. #aintnobodygottimeforthat. I rather walk home myself. To which, I did.
On my way walking back home, I constantly listen to Beyonce's "drunk in love" song. I never tired, never tired. I'd been listen the only song that can keeping me on fire, me on fire. lol you see what I did there? I stumble upon this broken pliers, remember that I asked my brother about it last night? Well, apparently God playing a joke on me, haha, very funny(sarcasm).
Did I ever told that that there's a construction site near the place that I work? The building isn't even near half way done, it's been a few years now. Vivacity is the name of the building. I was told that the building is going to be the biggest shopping mall ever on Kuching. Yeah right, seem like everyone was compatible to each other. the south wing to the mall were 2 floor done whilst the north wing were 4 floor done, I guess the south wing are harder to build than the other? I don't know.
There's something sparkly that caught my attention just then, it was some random keys with nail clipper on it, the clipper was broken and the metal on it was dull looking. Thought that someone must've lose their motorcycle key(and nails clipper) on some road accident, lol.
Oh, something creepy happened to me when I was walked me way almost home, I almost forgot to mention this to you. There's this van... Well, the kind of van that, you know... The kind that give "special delivery" to certain ceremony? The ceremony that where people wear black attires to that event. Well, you get the point. Geez it even creep me out by remembering it. There's a coffin inside the van and the coffin were wrapped around with yellow-ish, golden-ish velvet, do you think there's someone inside? I don't want to know. I can still feel the icy cold breeze that blew me when I walked pass that van. Enough that!
Evening
I'd planned to watch some videos and play some games(minecraft) But as soon as I lie down my bed, instantly, I faded to sleep and only woke up later by Alice voice that called for me dinner, I responded with a hum and back the fuck to sleep, lol.
It was around 10pm when I finally woke up. Went down and have my dinner. Everybody that's in my house was asleep by that time except my mother who staying up late watching some Malay dramas which I ended up watching with her. I complained a lot throughout the whole scenes which then I decided to stop watching them, the drama making me feeling very aggressive and I thought that my IQ were lower a bit after watching them. Ah! Such a rage! Stupid people on TV.
After that, I played some minecraft(again) and then took a cold shower and sleep... Simple night, WBU, Roger?
P/s: I failed my resolution again tonight.
Ended
Morning
Nothing really happen in particular. I assumed that this morning was Friday but I was wrong. Mum cooked a pot of porridge with some salty fishes as a side. I didn't ate any of the fishes, instead of that, I switch it up with some light soy sauces. Pretty sure I work as usual today. A bit tired but I blame no one for that.
Afternoon
I gather all of my energy on work but failed to do so because I was indeed too damn tired so I watched some videos on YouTube instead to save my energy. Deltrese does noticed that the fact I'm a bit sleepy so she excused me for that.
I stumble upon this Youtuber(click on the link for this Youtuber) that created ton of video that's dedicated to Minecraft on console, he actually giving me some inspiration on that game. Wait?! There's a different between Xbox 360 version and PS3? The texture is much better on 360 version, hell no! I don't own an Xbox but might as well be quiet about it. Hey, Roger, I heard that TU14 version patch is about to go on consoles. Predict that there would be added more contents to the game with some awesome game modes. Excited to hear this but I keep my expectation low, hate to be disappointed, you know. I think it's true, like I always said "Kept the expectation to its lowest whilst the hope to its highest, that's how you'll never give up upon something."
Noon
Well, I missed the transport that suppose to send me home today. No one's going to send me home unless I wait for another hour and a half. #aintnobodygottimeforthat. I rather walk home myself. To which, I did.
On my way walking back home, I constantly listen to Beyonce's "drunk in love" song. I never tired, never tired. I'd been listen the only song that can keeping me on fire, me on fire. lol you see what I did there? I stumble upon this broken pliers, remember that I asked my brother about it last night? Well, apparently God playing a joke on me, haha, very funny(sarcasm).
Did I ever told that that there's a construction site near the place that I work? The building isn't even near half way done, it's been a few years now. Vivacity is the name of the building. I was told that the building is going to be the biggest shopping mall ever on Kuching. Yeah right, seem like everyone was compatible to each other. the south wing to the mall were 2 floor done whilst the north wing were 4 floor done, I guess the south wing are harder to build than the other? I don't know.
There's something sparkly that caught my attention just then, it was some random keys with nail clipper on it, the clipper was broken and the metal on it was dull looking. Thought that someone must've lose their motorcycle key(and nails clipper) on some road accident, lol.
Oh, something creepy happened to me when I was walked me way almost home, I almost forgot to mention this to you. There's this van... Well, the kind of van that, you know... The kind that give "special delivery" to certain ceremony? The ceremony that where people wear black attires to that event. Well, you get the point. Geez it even creep me out by remembering it. There's a coffin inside the van and the coffin were wrapped around with yellow-ish, golden-ish velvet, do you think there's someone inside? I don't want to know. I can still feel the icy cold breeze that blew me when I walked pass that van. Enough that!
Evening
I'd planned to watch some videos and play some games(minecraft) But as soon as I lie down my bed, instantly, I faded to sleep and only woke up later by Alice voice that called for me dinner, I responded with a hum and back the fuck to sleep, lol.
It was around 10pm when I finally woke up. Went down and have my dinner. Everybody that's in my house was asleep by that time except my mother who staying up late watching some Malay dramas which I ended up watching with her. I complained a lot throughout the whole scenes which then I decided to stop watching them, the drama making me feeling very aggressive and I thought that my IQ were lower a bit after watching them. Ah! Such a rage! Stupid people on TV.
After that, I played some minecraft(again) and then took a cold shower and sleep... Simple night, WBU, Roger?
P/s: I failed my resolution again tonight.
Ended
Tuesday, February 11, 2014
11th,February,2014 Entry #10
#iloveyoulikeXO, what a way to start my day with this tag to write my entry. Woke up and the only thing that I'm concerned about this morning was Beyonce new video #iloveyoulikeXO. Not going into the detail but you ought to watch it by yourself, Roger.
I know it's been awhile since the last time I posted anything on my blog, Roger, but I do sent you my journal by mail remember? The thing is that I prefer to write my entry on notebook instead of typing it down on my computer, it is more private and more personal but like I usually said: "why not?". It's not that people going to read this anyway? Aren't they?
I had some short conversation with my friend, Yashira, this morning (don't get jealous Roger). It's been for a certain time now since me and her last had a conversation. People were busy all the time isn't they? I assumed so because I got a ton of free time but still complaining about being busy most of it. Need to organize our time wisely Mr. Roger, lol "Mr.Roger". We talking like usual and all of the sudden I wondered curiously what does XO mean, thought it was a sexual innuendo for a second but after a long searched on google, I found out that apparently XO mean "hugs and kisses". Brilliant isn't it?! It's an internet slang, informal of course, dare you to wrote it in essay. X indicate hugs whilst O indicate Kisses! Wow! #iloveyoulikeXO, lol. Now that I know the meaning of it, I'm going to use this word constantly and you going to feel annoy and irritate by it. XOXOXOXOX!!! Haha.
Oh, almost forgot about this, I didn't wrote this entry about yesterday on my blog so I might as well added some to it for others to understand my point. Back to #9 evening
"heard a loud 'bang' downstairs , thought that my nephew fall off from a safe distant but I was deadly wrong, I was in my room by the time it happened, my mother screamed with concern about my nephew, Wyvern. I hurried down steps and find out my mother was holding my nephew and tried to calm him down. Keep it in mind, Roger, that he fall off from 6 foots tall stairs and my nephew is only a year old infant. An infant fall off 6 foot, ouch. He cried from agony and he tried to endure the pain, it break me and my mother heart to see him crying. My nephew is a happy individual, cheerful and rarely weep his tears out so whenever he does, there's must be something very hurtful. I examined him for any sign of broken bones. I still remembered that my cousin, when he was 7 years old, he accidentally fell off from a 5 foots ceiling once from chasing a cat and broke his left arm, idiotic action despite that he can think the fact that the ceiling can't hold his weight, now whenever I visit my aunt house I always notice the hole on the ceiling, silly. Anyway, if a 7 years old can broke this arm from 5 foots ceiling, what about an infant who're a year old fell of a foot taller than a 7 years old? This might happen to my nephew too but luckily he's fine. I don't know how he landed when he fall but it's better for me to not knowing it. I thank God for that, I thank for everything, I feel like the most religious person for a moment but still praying for he'll be fine for next morning."
Well, he's fine for now, I heard his laughter this evening when I got home from work. Again, Lord, answered my prayer like always. "He's a lucky boy." Yashira said to me earlier this morning. My father might be the one to blame but of course like always, he already feel guilty about this, lecture him doesn't do any good at all, I wonder how doesn't old age mind? My father is a slow thinker, usually act before thinking it. Dare he told that that he clean the electric fan with water, yup you heard me, with fucking water. I assumed(in my mind) that he spray the water toward the fan to clean it and actually have a nerve to told me that the fan is broken because he washing it with water, no shit Sherlock! But still not saying any word at all. If you know me Roger, I'm not being a very good son to my father, we fought numerous of times, he's stubborn and I doesn't like to lost from his stubbornness. Also if only I can talk reason into him. He only listen to my second brother if you must know. My second brother is a liar, a worst kind, but still he's the most responsible person, at least that's what I thought. I was embarrassed when I asked him for a tool that bend the wires, I'm not a "tools person" so I have the hard time to remembered the name of this particular tool which I ended up asking my mother and explained the purpose of the tool and she answer almost immediately saying "pliers". Yes, my mother know all the name of the tools and I don't, laugh all you want. She have a nausea today. Bad day for her so I don't want to disturb her from resting. I hope she'll be fine tomorrow, I pray to lord again.
Anyway, the pliers is rusty and dirty, I'm not going to use that on my projects therefore I guess I'm going to buy one on store hoping that I'll remember the name of the tool by the time without looking like an idiot again.
Took a short nap after that, woke up feeling fresh and decided to start playing some minecraft on my PS3 instead of studying. I'm too lazy for everything.
Ended...
I know it's been awhile since the last time I posted anything on my blog, Roger, but I do sent you my journal by mail remember? The thing is that I prefer to write my entry on notebook instead of typing it down on my computer, it is more private and more personal but like I usually said: "why not?". It's not that people going to read this anyway? Aren't they?
I had some short conversation with my friend, Yashira, this morning (don't get jealous Roger). It's been for a certain time now since me and her last had a conversation. People were busy all the time isn't they? I assumed so because I got a ton of free time but still complaining about being busy most of it. Need to organize our time wisely Mr. Roger, lol "Mr.Roger". We talking like usual and all of the sudden I wondered curiously what does XO mean, thought it was a sexual innuendo for a second but after a long searched on google, I found out that apparently XO mean "hugs and kisses". Brilliant isn't it?! It's an internet slang, informal of course, dare you to wrote it in essay. X indicate hugs whilst O indicate Kisses! Wow! #iloveyoulikeXO, lol. Now that I know the meaning of it, I'm going to use this word constantly and you going to feel annoy and irritate by it. XOXOXOXOX!!! Haha.
Oh, almost forgot about this, I didn't wrote this entry about yesterday on my blog so I might as well added some to it for others to understand my point. Back to #9 evening
"heard a loud 'bang' downstairs , thought that my nephew fall off from a safe distant but I was deadly wrong, I was in my room by the time it happened, my mother screamed with concern about my nephew, Wyvern. I hurried down steps and find out my mother was holding my nephew and tried to calm him down. Keep it in mind, Roger, that he fall off from 6 foots tall stairs and my nephew is only a year old infant. An infant fall off 6 foot, ouch. He cried from agony and he tried to endure the pain, it break me and my mother heart to see him crying. My nephew is a happy individual, cheerful and rarely weep his tears out so whenever he does, there's must be something very hurtful. I examined him for any sign of broken bones. I still remembered that my cousin, when he was 7 years old, he accidentally fell off from a 5 foots ceiling once from chasing a cat and broke his left arm, idiotic action despite that he can think the fact that the ceiling can't hold his weight, now whenever I visit my aunt house I always notice the hole on the ceiling, silly. Anyway, if a 7 years old can broke this arm from 5 foots ceiling, what about an infant who're a year old fell of a foot taller than a 7 years old? This might happen to my nephew too but luckily he's fine. I don't know how he landed when he fall but it's better for me to not knowing it. I thank God for that, I thank for everything, I feel like the most religious person for a moment but still praying for he'll be fine for next morning."
Well, he's fine for now, I heard his laughter this evening when I got home from work. Again, Lord, answered my prayer like always. "He's a lucky boy." Yashira said to me earlier this morning. My father might be the one to blame but of course like always, he already feel guilty about this, lecture him doesn't do any good at all, I wonder how doesn't old age mind? My father is a slow thinker, usually act before thinking it. Dare he told that that he clean the electric fan with water, yup you heard me, with fucking water. I assumed(in my mind) that he spray the water toward the fan to clean it and actually have a nerve to told me that the fan is broken because he washing it with water, no shit Sherlock! But still not saying any word at all. If you know me Roger, I'm not being a very good son to my father, we fought numerous of times, he's stubborn and I doesn't like to lost from his stubbornness. Also if only I can talk reason into him. He only listen to my second brother if you must know. My second brother is a liar, a worst kind, but still he's the most responsible person, at least that's what I thought. I was embarrassed when I asked him for a tool that bend the wires, I'm not a "tools person" so I have the hard time to remembered the name of this particular tool which I ended up asking my mother and explained the purpose of the tool and she answer almost immediately saying "pliers". Yes, my mother know all the name of the tools and I don't, laugh all you want. She have a nausea today. Bad day for her so I don't want to disturb her from resting. I hope she'll be fine tomorrow, I pray to lord again.
Anyway, the pliers is rusty and dirty, I'm not going to use that on my projects therefore I guess I'm going to buy one on store hoping that I'll remember the name of the tool by the time without looking like an idiot again.
Took a short nap after that, woke up feeling fresh and decided to start playing some minecraft on my PS3 instead of studying. I'm too lazy for everything.
Ended...
Friday, May 03, 2013
3rd, May, 2013, Entry.
Morning
Morning
was so stressful! I woke up and knowing only that I regretted that I
slept in the late hour, life still goes on. Showered, ate my breakfast,
goddammit Roger, don’t you just hate it when someone just stare at you
deeply into your eyes while you’re eating? I don’t mind if this person
was you though, but my nephew is just no. I’d noticed that he’s murmured
something to his mother who happened sat just right next to me as my
eyes were watering tears from the spicy breakfast on the table don’t
know what he tried to told his mother either, but I’m pretty damn sure
it’s about me. Yes, not a good reason to eat any spicy on the morning
time which only found myself drank a lot of icy cold water later on to
chilled my tongue, definitely not a fan of spicy foods, are you agree me
not Roger? I bet you do.
As
I always does, waiting for the carpool to drove by and picked me up to
the office, I hate waiting for someone. After a moment, I heard that
bitch(my sister) called my name, I thought about what a wonderful world
if she could just shut her mouth up of a day. Ha! you think I was mean
to called my own sister like that? You clearly haven’t met her, Roger.
My
mum told me to pack my lunch and while I’m searching for a container to
put my foods in, here we go again. See, Roger, this is why I hate her
so much. She demanded me to be more faster because she doesn’t had much
time today, oh hold up! Now, who’re waiting on whom right now? I was
clearly the one who’re waiting and you told me to be faster? What the
hell is wrong with you? I said nothing but instead hissed at her, stop
you filthy drama bitch, I hate it in the morning, don’t wanted my day
start ugly, though.
Deltrice,
who doesn't know that bitch name Deltrice?She always had this thought
that her status of living is more higher that anyone of us(my family)
while she’s not. Oh PLEA-SE! One day you’ll find out who’s better. Ha
ha, How interesting about my life, she is only one person I feel like to
compete with. I’m sure, I’ll be better off without her, thinking about
quitting my job,Roger, do you wish hire me? Ha ha, just kidding. I know
that she needed me more than I needed her. Without me working at her
office, what will happen? Hmm, first she’ll be busier than ever and
second, her lazy ass husband will do all the running for her at the
bank. Ha ha! I wish that she know how important I was to her. Please
God, let her realize that for once.
Funny
as I wrote this journal on piece of paper, I couldn’t helped but to
noticed the pencil I bought last February. I Purchased a box of it, and I
wasn’t so proud of that decisions in the end. Why, you say? Well
there’s a logic involve around this point, I didn’t see through before I
pull my money out of the pocket. It was expensive as hell, A box of
that pencil cost me nearly 18 MYR and that is the price AFTER
discount(Well lucky me to have this baby face
secondary-grade-teenager-look, you jealous Roger? Aww, you’re a handsome
man, though, don’t feel bad) but what wasn’t the pointed here,. Here
you can see a box of 2B STAEDTLER Mars Lumograph 100 and that cost me
18 MYR, there’s 12 pencils in the box, mind you, which I bought the same
exact brand pencil the week before, and it’s 5B, just cost me 1.20 MYR,
if you time is into 12 that’s only cost me 14.40 MYR only.need me to
reminded you again, Roger, that this is 5B against 2B pencil we’re
talking about right now. I’d calculated all the price, So you’re telling
me that one singer 2B pencil cost me 1.50 MYR while a single 5B from
the same brand cost me only 1.20 MYR? Fuck the logic, I’d been robbed,
Roger. Stop, tilting your head and laugh at me. it’s not my fault. I’m
sighed and the though, if I’d known it better.Until the end of the day, I
still feel that SV 1112 pencil from Faber Castell is fat of cheaper and
far more superior.
Afternoon
Oh,
finally, lunch time, don’t have appetite to eat anything at the moment,
as I stared my lunch on the table, oh, I’m going to suffer my tongue
once again. Had you ate anything called “nasi lemak” before while you’re
visits to Malaysia last time Roger? You like it? I doubt that. We
Malaysian are weird, eat spicy food in the morning(Well not always).
Say, what do you had for breakfast? Hmm, must be something nice, butter
spread pancakes with maple syrup on top of it, strawberries jam toast,
hmm, with English Breakfast alongside, huh? No? Ha ha, no, Roger, No.
I’m not tried humiliate you Roger, you know I love you. But seriously,
what do you had for breakfast?
Lunch
times is almost up, miserably burned my tongue off again from the spicy
textures, well not literally, that would be scary. My nails hurting me
like a son of a bitch, if only I know it'll be this hurt, I would be
more considerate not to cuts my own nails too short. I complain a lot a
lot my nails, as you know Roger, my nails is my best features, when it
get to short, it'll hurting me, when it's too long it's hurting me as
well when I'm tried to type this note onto the computer, I don't want to
tap my nails on the keyboard too hard though, it'll hurt me more. I
don't deserve this! Why don't cut it medium length you say? Well the
only problem I had about that one are it'll dirty up my nails, I like
long nails, Lana Del Rey type, sort of.
Noon
So
the day passes by and yet it's still 4:30 P.M, I fell so tired already.
The weather was amazing out there as I can tell by the look from my
office window. The sun ray shine dimly at the tree, the shady noon, grey
clouds, the birds fled by every now and then this reminded me about the
day before yesterday noon at the same time, or earlier. My niece(Not
the adult one, although she was there with me too.) Emily, my 4 years
old niece Emily. She's cried when she just woke up from her nap which I
assumed that she had a bad dream, perhaps something about her mother
since that's the only word her called for. Without further said, that's
really annoyed me out of my nerve, as you know Roger, I'm not kin with
children, but let me just say that sometime I really wishes I could just
punch her in the throat, wow, that's bad, isn't it? Such violent I'll
never dare to commit.
I
remembered I took my showered and she stilled won't stops her tears as
it there's something I'd done in the bad way God give no change for me
to undo my wrong, ha, you like to watch me suffer isn't it? I hate that
Roger. It's really hard to ignored when her kept cried her heart out, I
don't know how to soothe her, so i picked her up, tucked her in my arms
and take her to of a walked just outside my house. By then, I lifted my
head up to the cloudy blue skies, admired the beauty of it's nature.
Seeing the swallows swung the empty skies, I remembered that me and my
childhood playmate used to laugh at this joke: how can a guy captured
all the bird in the skies at the same time?, of course we both known the
answer of this but it’s rather quite a challenging riddle for me as a
child, I laughed at how free-minded I was back then. Yes, you know have
to guess it, the answer is camera, hooray to Roger-the-well-knowing, but
looking at the swallows, how I envy such creature living free and die
without knowing when. I was interrupted by my niece again, yes, still
won’t stop. But looking back at the time I’d spent on my childhood, I
regret nothing. I won’t give up my yesterday to trade my tomorrow.
30 minutes later
The
door knocked and opened, unexpected it was my sister in law called me
and drove me back home. Day went fast that way, ha ha. As i got home, At
first I need to thanks my mum for cleaning up my room, God know how
many time she need to take to clean my room.
I have a great mum.
Evening
I’m pretty much spent my evening playing skyrim on my ps3, I got 2 trophy tonight, so proud of myself. And nothing really happened really. You don't want me to tell you every detail I’d played do you? I find that’s rather annoying to spam my writing to this particular detail. No, I needless to tell you that. I feel tired Roger, need to sleep.
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